Four years had passed.
Things changes, people changes.
Feelings changes, mindset changes.
The only same thing is de same person will never fail to make me feel sad and unhappy.
I do not why is that so.
After so many years yet its still able to affect me.
Although its nt like how it use to affect me but it still do affect me a bit.
The difference is it heals faster as compared to de past.
I do not know how and why it is still capable in affecting me, nth can explain why n how to me.
I felt so frustrated about it.

The on and off during this year juat keeps me hanging no where.
I wish i could just ignore n forget bout it but its really hard.
That question bothers me, the answers to my curiosity bothers me, every words from tat someone mouth bothers me.

I wish i could just turn off all this feelings and buried them away.
Thus, im gg to do that now and shall nt cares anymore.
I will leave everything as it is.
If its meant to be, it will be.
I do miss those days but if its nt gg to happen again, its alright with me.

Okay, shall end here today.
Good nite, peeps.