Monday, May 24, 2010
..:: The thoughts that counts!::..
Gonna start preparing for my birthday celebration.
Dun wanna have unhappiness to happen on the celebration itself.
Those that is worth inviting, i will invite.
Those that are not worth to, i will eliminate from the list.
I strongly feel that friendship is a very important thing to me.
Beside family and relatives, friendship is the next priority in my life.
I seriously treasure all those whom i treated as good friend, best friend a lot a lot.
I treasure and cherish them and i dun wish to lose any of them.
But recently, i came to a sense that u might treat this person as a very important friend.
But however, it might not be so to that person.
Seriously, it suddenly make sense to me that certain ppl dun deserve to be treasured.
After all that was being done to me,
I dun see the need of treasuring anymore.
Water that was being spilled out can never be collected back.
No matter how hard that person try now, its no longer useful.
If im so not important to u, den u are also not important to me.
I really thanks those who are always with me when i need or no need them.
They are always there for me no matter what circumstances.
Thanks Irene, KY, Grace and BY for being there for me and the care, the help for me all this while. Cheers to our friendship!!! =D
Thanks Mei ying for being there for me and always helping me at work and care bout me even though we only know each other for a year plus only. Cheers to our friendship too!!! =D
Thanks Vivien for not forgetting to msg me and ask me out always. Despite how busy u are, u will always try to meet me. Cheers to our friendship! =)
Thank you guys for tolerating with all my nonsense etc eh.
I may not be a very good friend but i seriously treasure u guys loads.
U guys make my life!
The thoughts that counts will always be in my heart.
No one can replace u guys eh!
Love u guys many many!!! =)=)=)
Dun wanna have unhappiness to happen on the celebration itself.
Those that is worth inviting, i will invite.
Those that are not worth to, i will eliminate from the list.
I strongly feel that friendship is a very important thing to me.
Beside family and relatives, friendship is the next priority in my life.
I seriously treasure all those whom i treated as good friend, best friend a lot a lot.
I treasure and cherish them and i dun wish to lose any of them.
But recently, i came to a sense that u might treat this person as a very important friend.
But however, it might not be so to that person.
Seriously, it suddenly make sense to me that certain ppl dun deserve to be treasured.
After all that was being done to me,
I dun see the need of treasuring anymore.
Water that was being spilled out can never be collected back.
No matter how hard that person try now, its no longer useful.
If im so not important to u, den u are also not important to me.
I really thanks those who are always with me when i need or no need them.
They are always there for me no matter what circumstances.
Thanks Irene, KY, Grace and BY for being there for me and the care, the help for me all this while. Cheers to our friendship!!! =D
Thanks Mei ying for being there for me and always helping me at work and care bout me even though we only know each other for a year plus only. Cheers to our friendship too!!! =D
Thanks Vivien for not forgetting to msg me and ask me out always. Despite how busy u are, u will always try to meet me. Cheers to our friendship! =)
Thank you guys for tolerating with all my nonsense etc eh.
I may not be a very good friend but i seriously treasure u guys loads.
U guys make my life!
The thoughts that counts will always be in my heart.
No one can replace u guys eh!
Love u guys many many!!! =)=)=)
kisses @ |
11:56 PM
Friday, May 21, 2010
..:: Good Day!::..
Have been really very tired lately.
Mentally and physically tired.
Handed in my precourse assignment but follow up still got presentation and 2 main assignment.
So many things to do lah.
Still needa work for money.
Really is tiring sia.
But wat to do...
Have to strive on eh.
Smile and it will be better. =)
Firstly, I would like to thanks Irene Soh for the watches she bought from KL!!!! So touched!!! Thank you, Irene!!!!! Love many many!!!!!!!!! =D
Secondly, I would like to thanks Vivien Chu for the pooh bear drink, pooh bear towel and Bread mirror!!! Im so touched!!! Thank you, my dear sis Vivien!!! =)
Lastly, Not to forget my darling Mei ying. Thanks for the pancake, the bottle and the brands essence of chicken!!! Thank you, Darling!!! Love many many too! =D Its my very first time drinking chicken essence eh. it taste bitter but cause its from darling, So i drank all of it. So surprise that she gave me a bottle of chicken essence eh. So gan dong!
So happy recently, hope i will be happy each and everyday. =)
So love those friends that i treasure and cherish lots!!!
You guys will always be in my heart! =D
kisses @ |
10:13 PM
Sunday, May 9, 2010
..:: Happy Mother's Day::..
Happy Mother's Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my....haven been touching any assignments this two days.
Dun have the mood to do leh. Dunno why.
Haix...zen me ban ah??
Cannt continue like tat lah.
Have to force myself start to le sia.
Grrrr.....
Had a very fun night out with sec sch cliques yesterday!!!
Love the night so much!!!!
Most importantly!!!!!!!!!!
Had a great steamboat dinner at home with family!!! *Love Love*
Life is short.
Treasure everything while i can.
Cherish everyone i love while i can.
I love my family, despite many many things.
I love my besties, despite many many things.
Starting from today, i will be very very busy with school, work and assignments!
Also not to forget my family day with family!!!
Im nt going to entertain ppl who dun even bother to get back to me.
Im not going to entertain ppl who dun have time to meet.
Im not going to bother anymore totally.
The kind of disappointment sucks to the max.
DUn bother is the best. =)
kisses @ |
11:37 PM
Friday, May 7, 2010
..:: A cycle??::..
After reading grace's blog.
Somehow, it reminded me of many things.
It seems like a cycle.
Going non stop, repeating itself again and again.
I really wonder, perhaps we should really go to the temple to pray tgt?
The cycle nvr seem to be stopping.
After one cycle, it might continue a cycle again.
I really wish i could stop the cycle right now.
Stopping it from going on and on.
Stopping it from bothering us.
Perhaps our life is just so much dramatic compare to others.
I dunno bout the rest of them but definitely i could say i had a very dramatic life since 2008.
Everything that i have gone through, its really so dramatic.
I have never thought it would happened but indeed it did.
Thinking of how long i use to step out of all those shit.
I just feel so fortunate to have believe in myself and walk out of it.
All that memories, it hurts as usual whenever i think of it.
But i have gain so much from it that it no longer haunt me like it use to.
Now, i feel nth to it le.
Its like all my feelings towards those shit things had turn cold. =)
I really hope that de 3 of them can walk out of their troubles.
And starting right from this moment, we will work hard tgt to stop the cycle.
Jia you everyone!!!
Never give up...! =D
Somehow, it reminded me of many things.
It seems like a cycle.
Going non stop, repeating itself again and again.
I really wonder, perhaps we should really go to the temple to pray tgt?
The cycle nvr seem to be stopping.
After one cycle, it might continue a cycle again.
I really wish i could stop the cycle right now.
Stopping it from going on and on.
Stopping it from bothering us.
Perhaps our life is just so much dramatic compare to others.
I dunno bout the rest of them but definitely i could say i had a very dramatic life since 2008.
Everything that i have gone through, its really so dramatic.
I have never thought it would happened but indeed it did.
Thinking of how long i use to step out of all those shit.
I just feel so fortunate to have believe in myself and walk out of it.
All that memories, it hurts as usual whenever i think of it.
But i have gain so much from it that it no longer haunt me like it use to.
Now, i feel nth to it le.
Its like all my feelings towards those shit things had turn cold. =)
I really hope that de 3 of them can walk out of their troubles.
And starting right from this moment, we will work hard tgt to stop the cycle.
Jia you everyone!!!
Never give up...! =D
kisses @ |
1:11 AM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
..:: Tireness::..
I can feel the tireness this week already.
Seriously, its tiring.
Im afraid i couldnt take it anymore.
But i have to work, if not naggings is what i will always hear.
Nobody understand how tiring i am in the family.
Sooner or later i will breakdown just like a machine will do.
I try to ta han it as long as i could.
But its only 1st week and im like tired till no more energy left.
How am i going to survive for the tireness from work?? =(
With the killing weather now, nth i do feels right.
Grrr....wat a sucks weather.
Hate the weather to the max.
Went to bought hun loon's present before class and den after class went to bought orly's present.
Bought 1 shirt for mum and 2 shirt for myself.
Now no money liao.
Damn shit.
Gonna save as much as i could this month.
No more spending of money for me unless necessary.
Okay, i guess i will prepare to go sleep soon.
Working tml.
Energy pls come find me tml!!!!
Seriously, its tiring.
Im afraid i couldnt take it anymore.
But i have to work, if not naggings is what i will always hear.
Nobody understand how tiring i am in the family.
Sooner or later i will breakdown just like a machine will do.
I try to ta han it as long as i could.
But its only 1st week and im like tired till no more energy left.
How am i going to survive for the tireness from work?? =(
With the killing weather now, nth i do feels right.
Grrr....wat a sucks weather.
Hate the weather to the max.
Went to bought hun loon's present before class and den after class went to bought orly's present.
Bought 1 shirt for mum and 2 shirt for myself.
Now no money liao.
Damn shit.
Gonna save as much as i could this month.
No more spending of money for me unless necessary.
Okay, i guess i will prepare to go sleep soon.
Working tml.
Energy pls come find me tml!!!!
kisses @ |
11:35 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
..:: Feeling kinda useless day!::..
Report to work at 12 pm instead of 10 am today.
Cause im seriously in pain and feeling strengthless.
Dun feel like going to work actually but when i look at de schedule.
I knew that i will go no matter what de.
Cause they are down on staff today.
If i didnt go they will end up down on staff even more.
Responsible push me to work today.
Lucky dad fetch me home today after work.
If not i would have die half way back eh.
Feel very weak and useless at work today.
But at least im of some help eh.
Thanks shirlyn for helping me do show shift so that i wont end up fainting inside zoo eh.
Tml working opening shift.
Hopefully i will be able to tahan the suan-ness and everything eh.
Den have to do assignment after knock off.
Haix...busy month of mine.
Okay, i have send late reply msg to jane and vivien.
But i receive no reply from them. =(
Dunno whats going on too.
No choice den, if they no reply, i also cant do anything.
Okay, i'll stop here today.
Im tired le. Off to play game again.
Haha... =)
Cause im seriously in pain and feeling strengthless.
Dun feel like going to work actually but when i look at de schedule.
I knew that i will go no matter what de.
Cause they are down on staff today.
If i didnt go they will end up down on staff even more.
Responsible push me to work today.
Lucky dad fetch me home today after work.
If not i would have die half way back eh.
Feel very weak and useless at work today.
But at least im of some help eh.
Thanks shirlyn for helping me do show shift so that i wont end up fainting inside zoo eh.
Tml working opening shift.
Hopefully i will be able to tahan the suan-ness and everything eh.
Den have to do assignment after knock off.
Haix...busy month of mine.
Okay, i have send late reply msg to jane and vivien.
But i receive no reply from them. =(
Dunno whats going on too.
No choice den, if they no reply, i also cant do anything.
Okay, i'll stop here today.
Im tired le. Off to play game again.
Haha... =)
kisses @ |
11:28 PM