Thursday, April 30, 2009
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I dun wanna have this feelings.
Seriously i dun want to.
I hate everything that is going on right now.
Arhx.... Feeling miserable, really miserable.
It hurts so much.
Seriously i dun want to.
I hate everything that is going on right now.
Arhx.... Feeling miserable, really miserable.
It hurts so much.
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10:17 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
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De very first attepmt in Year 2009.
Yet i cant feel any pain at all from it right now.
All i could feel is the pain he left on me.
Yet i cant feel any pain at all from it right now.
All i could feel is the pain he left on me.
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11:52 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
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How many ppl you know in your lifetime can be trusted?
How many ppl you know in your lifetime really do care for you?
How many ppl you know in your lifetime is true to you?
How many ppl you know in you lifetime is there for you always?
How many ppl really can differentiate between good and bad, who is true and who is not?
There is sure no ppl who never tell lies for their whole lifetime.
There is sure no ppl who will always be a good person for their whole lifetime.
How to differentiate between truth and lies?
How many ppl really do know how to??
Certain things happened for de sake of happening.
Wat bout all this things that happened to me?
它们是缘分， 是宿命，还是一场作弄我的游戏呢？
How many ppl you know in your lifetime really do care for you?
How many ppl you know in your lifetime is true to you?
How many ppl you know in you lifetime is there for you always?
How many ppl really can differentiate between good and bad, who is true and who is not?
There is sure no ppl who never tell lies for their whole lifetime.
There is sure no ppl who will always be a good person for their whole lifetime.
How to differentiate between truth and lies?
How many ppl really do know how to??
Certain things happened for de sake of happening.
Wat bout all this things that happened to me?
它们是缘分， 是宿命，还是一场作弄我的游戏呢？
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8:32 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
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School started once again.
A battle with all de books, class test, projects and main exam.
A hard bettle to fight.
But nevertheless i must survive through it.
I dun wanna ppl to look down on me and says that joey cannot make it for studies de.
I wanna prove to those who once said i cant study and wanna prove to my mum and dad tat i can do it.
Most important of all, i wanna prove it to myself.
Getting my diploma cert on wednesday.
But bloody hell de will have 2 Ds on de transcript.
Damn... Haix...Gonna really work hard to stop getting a D liao.
I hate D manx.
Arhx....stress up!!!
Losing de strength day by day,
Cause you werent here anymore.
Arhx....Damn.... Haix...
Projects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dateline for MM is on may 26.
And BIS is on june 12.
Gambatte!
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10:03 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
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Just watch de sniper online with di di.
Another bloody show i watch dis month eh.
Wonder wats de next bloody show i will be watching.
Joey is getting more and more cold blooded.
Hahax... Seriously, i find myself cold blooded.
I killed a cockroach during midnight.
I use to be afraid of killing cockroach.
But i did it. Getting yue lai yue leng xue le.
Joey no longer know how to be de old her le.
Continue living her life like a zombie.
An empty shell.
All i know now is to study study and study.
De rest all will be memories le bahx.
Strengthless. Heartless. COldness. Hatred.
Other den all this i couldnt feel any other feelings le.
When lies vs truth and lies overtook everything.
All tat is left is only hurt and pain.
Screw up life...
Another bloody show i watch dis month eh.
Wonder wats de next bloody show i will be watching.
Joey is getting more and more cold blooded.
Hahax... Seriously, i find myself cold blooded.
I killed a cockroach during midnight.
I use to be afraid of killing cockroach.
But i did it. Getting yue lai yue leng xue le.
Joey no longer know how to be de old her le.
Continue living her life like a zombie.
An empty shell.
All i know now is to study study and study.
De rest all will be memories le bahx.
Strengthless. Heartless. COldness. Hatred.
Other den all this i couldnt feel any other feelings le.
When lies vs truth and lies overtook everything.
All tat is left is only hurt and pain.
Screw up life...
kisses @ |
11:59 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
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Went to work today.
Suppose to go for a cash handling course today.
But shop shorthanded therefore no choice we got to go for it next time eh.
Saw my dear calvin kor at zoo today.
Timing is so damn just nice manx.
Hahax...after my break come out from office,
I saw him with a gal eh. Ask him is it gf not, He so secretive, dun wan tell me.
Super long time never see him liao.
I guess got more den a year le lo.
Happy tat he is doin alright now eh.
Hohoho...
Im really having a hard time now.
Ahx....feel so eagerly to give up.
Kill me now bahx... Haix...
Suppose to go for a cash handling course today.
But shop shorthanded therefore no choice we got to go for it next time eh.
Saw my dear calvin kor at zoo today.
Timing is so damn just nice manx.
Hahax...after my break come out from office,
I saw him with a gal eh. Ask him is it gf not, He so secretive, dun wan tell me.
Super long time never see him liao.
I guess got more den a year le lo.
Happy tat he is doin alright now eh.
Hohoho...
Im really having a hard time now.
Ahx....feel so eagerly to give up.
Kill me now bahx... Haix...
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10:26 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
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I said i will load de neo prints up here during de day de but hahax...I didnt.
Cause wasnt free for de whole afternoon.
So ended up now den upload lolx... Heehee....
Super tired now a days.
Haven been sleeping well for de past few weeks.
A day only sleep like 3 hours at most.
Hao lei. But dunno why just cant fall asleep.
Maybe cause im thinking bout something/someone bahx.
Haix... Things turn out to be in a way i dun wanna it to be.
But i cant do anything else le.
I can only endure.
Though it hurts and its so xin ku to me.
But i will perserve wat i say this time round.
Haix...Im nth but only an empty shell.
Continue to fake smile and laughter, continue to act happy.
But who knows deep inside my heart is like hell.
Whats deep inside my heart, how i wish he could feel it.
But i guess its hard bah...
Wishing upon a star, hoping tat maybe one day my wish will come true.
Jelly Making...
Aint dis dolphin nice?? A product of Zoo but of cause i wont spend money buying this lolx.
Cause wasnt free for de whole afternoon.
So ended up now den upload lolx... Heehee....
Super tired now a days.
Haven been sleeping well for de past few weeks.
A day only sleep like 3 hours at most.
Hao lei. But dunno why just cant fall asleep.
Maybe cause im thinking bout something/someone bahx.
Haix... Things turn out to be in a way i dun wanna it to be.
But i cant do anything else le.
I can only endure.
Though it hurts and its so xin ku to me.
But i will perserve wat i say this time round.
Haix...Im nth but only an empty shell.
Continue to fake smile and laughter, continue to act happy.
But who knows deep inside my heart is like hell.
Whats deep inside my heart, how i wish he could feel it.
But i guess its hard bah...
Wishing upon a star, hoping tat maybe one day my wish will come true.
Jelly Making...
Aint dis dolphin nice?? A product of Zoo but of cause i wont spend money buying this lolx.
kisses @ |
10:44 PM
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Another crazy night with gfs.
Reach home at 12 plus last night.
Whoo....Went to bugis with my gfs.
We walk around bugis street hunting for KY de shoes.
Finally she bought a pair of heals eh.
Den we headed to Iluma, de new shopping mall at bugis.
Whoo whoo...Inside quite nice lah...And i saw a cute huge doremon and pikachu there.
Im like omg...hahax...Crazy gal is like tat de. heehee...
We headed to Xin cafe for our dinner.
De food not bad worx...
After dinner, we headed to bugis junction again to take neo prints.
Finally got our neoprints taken since dunno hw many yrs back lolx.
Heehee.... Will load de neoprints up in de day.
After tat headed back to our estate and had our chit chat session near KY's house.
Chat till 12 plus den reach home. Hahax...
Here's some photo taken.
I simply love de doremon so much man. De pikachu also super cute de sia.
Heeheex...
Reach home at 12 plus last night.
Whoo....Went to bugis with my gfs.
We walk around bugis street hunting for KY de shoes.
Finally she bought a pair of heals eh.
Den we headed to Iluma, de new shopping mall at bugis.
Whoo whoo...Inside quite nice lah...And i saw a cute huge doremon and pikachu there.
Im like omg...hahax...Crazy gal is like tat de. heehee...
We headed to Xin cafe for our dinner.
De food not bad worx...
After dinner, we headed to bugis junction again to take neo prints.
Finally got our neoprints taken since dunno hw many yrs back lolx.
Heehee.... Will load de neoprints up in de day.
After tat headed back to our estate and had our chit chat session near KY's house.
Chat till 12 plus den reach home. Hahax...
Here's some photo taken.
I simply love de doremon so much man. De pikachu also super cute de sia.
Heeheex...
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2:41 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
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Outings with my gfs and stephen kor today.
Was fun manx...
Hahax...
Must praise my stephen kor here lah.
He really a damn damn good person.
Sure is a good bf de lo.
He acc jane, vivien and me go shop for things.
We look at bag and wallet and shoes all that, he really go in de shop with us de sia.
Good right?? And from wat i know so far lah, he can be a really gd bf.
He sure dote on his gf a lot de.
Heehee.... this kor good hur??
Enough of praising him.
Muhaha...later he fly up high lo.
Now super tired leh.
Tml bringing my god di to zoo for interview.
Den after tat meeting irene, grace and ky gf at bugis.
Friday must start to do hw liao.
Sianx school starting again. No mood to study leh.
Feel like jiu slack all de way.
Heehee...
Ok lah end here today... Blog tml...tatax...
Was fun manx...
Hahax...
Must praise my stephen kor here lah.
He really a damn damn good person.
Sure is a good bf de lo.
He acc jane, vivien and me go shop for things.
We look at bag and wallet and shoes all that, he really go in de shop with us de sia.
Good right?? And from wat i know so far lah, he can be a really gd bf.
He sure dote on his gf a lot de.
Heehee.... this kor good hur??
Enough of praising him.
Muhaha...later he fly up high lo.
Now super tired leh.
Tml bringing my god di to zoo for interview.
Den after tat meeting irene, grace and ky gf at bugis.
Friday must start to do hw liao.
Sianx school starting again. No mood to study leh.
Feel like jiu slack all de way.
Heehee...
Ok lah end here today... Blog tml...tatax...
kisses @ |
11:43 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
..::
Haix...
Screw up.
Just super not in de mood to do anything.
Just hope tat tml go out with jane they all,
Hai ke yi got some smile jiu hao.
Haix... sad.
Fan ah...
Family problem.
Dunno de two wan cold war till when lah.
Haix....
Screw....
Screw up.
Just super not in de mood to do anything.
Just hope tat tml go out with jane they all,
Hai ke yi got some smile jiu hao.
Haix... sad.
Fan ah...
Family problem.
Dunno de two wan cold war till when lah.
Haix....
Screw....
kisses @ |
11:20 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
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Lost in mid of no where.
Back to square one.
Xiang ni,ch.
Back to square one.
Xiang ni,ch.
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10:59 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
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Congratz to ZSS CHOIR!!! Won silver for dis year SYF. Happy for all my
choir juniors.
Give up.
I will never try anymore le.
I give up.
Let my tears flood myself.
And let joey be dead bahx.
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11:07 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
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Dunno why jiu like dis current blogskin a lot leh. Heehee.
Today should be slack at home de but ended up keep helping my mum to go out buy things etc.
Haix...there goes my day lolx.
Sianx...tml working again.
Dun feel like working at all leh.
But for de sake of money.
I die also must go work lah.
Haix... I wan lots of money!!!
Finally wait dao his training over le.
But im afraid things wont turn out a good one.
Haix... Just wat should i do neh.
Haix...sadded... Feel like crying again.
Mood today very swing sia...
Haix...
P.S Irene Soh... i didnt dream of de hand flying off yst night lolx...
Cause i cant fall asleep. Lucky tat image nvr come find me last night. Haha...
Today should be slack at home de but ended up keep helping my mum to go out buy things etc.
Haix...there goes my day lolx.
Sianx...tml working again.
Dun feel like working at all leh.
But for de sake of money.
I die also must go work lah.
Haix... I wan lots of money!!!
Finally wait dao his training over le.
But im afraid things wont turn out a good one.
Haix... Just wat should i do neh.
Haix...sadded... Feel like crying again.
Mood today very swing sia...
Haix...
P.S Irene Soh... i didnt dream of de hand flying off yst night lolx...
Cause i cant fall asleep. Lucky tat image nvr come find me last night. Haha...
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10:43 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
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Went to watch The Shinjuku Incident with Irene gf today.
De show super er xin to me lah..Omg...de hand fly off...
And de ah jie de hand kenna step...omg!!!
Disgusting sight...yucks.
But its really nice.
Worth to catch it.
Chatted with Irene gf today.
Chat bout lots of stuff.
Haix...problematic world we have.
Haix....hope things get better for her and KY.
Keep telling myself that i wont think of him.
But after all, all i noe is...
He is always de one occupying my mind everywhere i go, watever im doing.
He is always de one in my heart and mind.
Haix....seriously speaking, i miss him.
De show super er xin to me lah..Omg...de hand fly off...
And de ah jie de hand kenna step...omg!!!
Disgusting sight...yucks.
But its really nice.
Worth to catch it.
Chatted with Irene gf today.
Chat bout lots of stuff.
Haix...problematic world we have.
Haix....hope things get better for her and KY.
Keep telling myself that i wont think of him.
But after all, all i noe is...
He is always de one occupying my mind everywhere i go, watever im doing.
He is always de one in my heart and mind.
Haix....seriously speaking, i miss him.
kisses @ |
11:20 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
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Super busy with chatting till now den blog.
But anyway i also dunno can blog wat lah.
Tml got talk in sch sue very sianx de.
Haha...go there sleep nia.
Waste my time.
Meeting my gf irene after tat.
Its movie time!!!
Hahax...
A bit out of mind today.
Actually is everyday lah.
Heehee...
Im missing him, him and still him!!!!
But anyway i also dunno can blog wat lah.
Tml got talk in sch sue very sianx de.
Haha...go there sleep nia.
Waste my time.
Meeting my gf irene after tat.
Its movie time!!!
Hahax...
A bit out of mind today.
Actually is everyday lah.
Heehee...
Im missing him, him and still him!!!!
kisses @ |
11:37 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
..::
Just finish reading an email tat wei wei en send me.
Its really touching and saddening.
Wei wei en, y u send so sad de email give me read, ai yo!
想念是会呼吸的痛。
我真的好想你。
但是你却不想知道。
Its really touching and saddening.
Wei wei en, y u send so sad de email give me read, ai yo!
想念是会呼吸的痛。
我真的好想你。
但是你却不想知道。
kisses @ |
11:58 PM
..::
Ate de medic for stoping itch for my eye de.
Ended up sleep for de whole afternoon lo.
Cause de medic will cause drowsiness de.
Tml is FM tutorial again.
Sianx diaox...
Heard from jiao tat tml gonna do calculation on de new topic.
Die liao lo, yesterday no go school.
Tml sure dunno how to do de liao.
Good luck to me le lo, sianx...haix...
Im really missing him so much now.
3 more days to go...
Jia you, Joey u can do it de.
Endure... wait for him to end his training,
Hopefully he will msg me de.
So must endure for now.
Things start to go a different way le.
Zou yi bu suan yi bu bahx...
Haix...
Ended up sleep for de whole afternoon lo.
Cause de medic will cause drowsiness de.
Tml is FM tutorial again.
Sianx diaox...
Heard from jiao tat tml gonna do calculation on de new topic.
Die liao lo, yesterday no go school.
Tml sure dunno how to do de liao.
Good luck to me le lo, sianx...haix...
Im really missing him so much now.
3 more days to go...
Jia you, Joey u can do it de.
Endure... wait for him to end his training,
Hopefully he will msg me de.
So must endure for now.
Things start to go a different way le.
Zou yi bu suan yi bu bahx...
Haix...
kisses @ |
10:03 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
..::
Pictures!!!!!
Draw during work and break time.
Very ugly hor...haha...
Draw during work and break time.
Very ugly hor...haha...
kisses @ |
11:10 PM
..::
Ahx... Sianx...On mc today due to eye infection.
Wasted 6 hours in total for waiting at de polyclinic and helping dad to bank money and buy his phone card.
Lazy dad...phone card also dun wan buy himself.
Email coordinator to check with de mc thing after reach home.
Cause got 2 lesson today dunno need hand in how many copies of mc lo.
Eyes very pain now sia.
Sob sob...
One medicine for itchiness.
2 bottle of eyedrops.
Haix...sad...
Ke lian de me lah.
This whole week he go training jiu cannot talk to him.
First day cannot talk to him jiu sick liao.
Why so ke lian and sway de.
Sob sob... miss him so much now.
Why he cannot use phone leh. haix... ='(
Took de drawings back from zoo shop today.
Hoho....will load them up later.
Wasted 6 hours in total for waiting at de polyclinic and helping dad to bank money and buy his phone card.
Lazy dad...phone card also dun wan buy himself.
Email coordinator to check with de mc thing after reach home.
Cause got 2 lesson today dunno need hand in how many copies of mc lo.
Eyes very pain now sia.
Sob sob...
One medicine for itchiness.
2 bottle of eyedrops.
Haix...sad...
Ke lian de me lah.
This whole week he go training jiu cannot talk to him.
First day cannot talk to him jiu sick liao.
Why so ke lian and sway de.
Sob sob... miss him so much now.
Why he cannot use phone leh. haix... ='(
Took de drawings back from zoo shop today.
Hoho....will load them up later.
kisses @ |
10:02 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARENE!!!
BEST WISHES AND HOPE UR WISHES WILL COME
TRUE.
HOPE TO HAVE MORE FUN WITH YOU LOLX.
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.
WITH MANY MANY LOVE,
JOEY
Main cashier again today.
Got one return but heng ah...
Swee swee de close my counter.
Phew... at least better den yesterday.
Drawn some pictures today at work.
But i forgot to bring them home!!! Ahx...
Gonna go down to take them before going school tml.
12.15 to 6.30 lesson sia.
Damn super sianx...Haix...
Things will work out de bah??
I hope so.
I dun wan a worst situation to ever happen again.
You are my star and my only.
Forever and ever. <3
Miss you loads.
Reply tag to huiting jie jie---
Why bu gan dang?? In my heart, u r my da sao liao.
Heehee....
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9:26 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
..:: A Tired and Sway Day::..
Work from 10 till 7.30 today.
Super tired due to never sleep at all last night.
Turn and toss i just cant fall asleep.
And mind keeps wandering off itself.
Super sway lo, main cashier for pos 2.
Face quite a few ma fan customer today.
But i got patient today, so still hai ok.
But i got 3 return leh.
Damn sianx...2 of it is because of wrong price tag and wrong barcode.
Dunno who anyhow tag, hai dao have to honour de customer de wrong amount.
Den de wrong barcode hai me overcharge customer de nets for 30 dollar.
Wa piangz... lucky can return customer balance by cash.
If not i need to pay lo.
De other one is a customer use de fan whole day le, den come change other product.
WTH hor??
Haix....want perfect swee swee de close counter also cannot.
Sway right??
Haix... Everytime when i met with something bad,
I sure will sway all de way de leh.
Pathetic me.
Hope my sway sway day wont continue till tml lah.
I will faint in de shop.
Today is really tired de.
Hao le, i stop here le.
No mood to continue liao.
Tears roll down from my eyes and i cant stop it.
A living zombie....
Super tired due to never sleep at all last night.
Turn and toss i just cant fall asleep.
And mind keeps wandering off itself.
Super sway lo, main cashier for pos 2.
Face quite a few ma fan customer today.
But i got patient today, so still hai ok.
But i got 3 return leh.
Damn sianx...2 of it is because of wrong price tag and wrong barcode.
Dunno who anyhow tag, hai dao have to honour de customer de wrong amount.
Den de wrong barcode hai me overcharge customer de nets for 30 dollar.
Wa piangz... lucky can return customer balance by cash.
If not i need to pay lo.
De other one is a customer use de fan whole day le, den come change other product.
WTH hor??
Haix....want perfect swee swee de close counter also cannot.
Sway right??
Haix... Everytime when i met with something bad,
I sure will sway all de way de leh.
Pathetic me.
Hope my sway sway day wont continue till tml lah.
I will faint in de shop.
Today is really tired de.
Hao le, i stop here le.
No mood to continue liao.
Tears roll down from my eyes and i cant stop it.
A living zombie....
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10:55 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
..::
Ahx.......
我不管了，随便吧！
Watever it is...
I give in and i give up.
妥协。。。
What is fair and what is unfair?
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11:51 PM
..::
Broken Heart
Stay at home for de whole day today.
Be a good gal, stay at home.
Therefore today nvr kenna nag dao.
But my poor didi jiu ke lian le.
Went out whole day, later come back sure kenna nag de liao.
Lucky i today is guai de lo.
Why am i staying at home today neh?
No mood to go out at all today.
Mood sucks to de max.
Keep thinking of him and him and still him.
Ahx... Wth lah... Yet he is de one who broke my heart and hurt me so deep.
Haix... I dun care le. Just let it be bahx.
Watever it is, Im not gonna care anymore liao.
Freaking sad bout it.
Gosh... Sat and Sun gotta work sia...both closing shift.
I sure will
be freaking tired after this two days.
For de sake of money, i must survive
through this weekend!!!
The only way to keep ur hands off the phone for
long.
Survive through it!!!
Off to shower liao...
Blog again later if i feel like to bahx.
kisses @ |
7:26 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
..::
Tml is good friday.
Whoot...no need go school.
Im so duper happy tat no need go school.
Wakakaka....
Since first week of school till now.
I seems to be getting more and more restless.
More and more tired.
Plus de sleepless night and nightmare.
Haix...tired ah!!!
Went to lim teh and stir kopi with Sharene just now.
Another crazy night i had.
Laugh like mad.
But as usual laugh cause is funny.
Now back home, start to emo again liao.
Haix... I miss him so much.
Opps...guess i make CH angry today...( Dui bu qi mah...i dun mean it de) =(
Photos!!! Ms Jane call me upload photo but i really gt no photo to upload.
So jiu upload some drawings i drawn out of bored bah.
Drawing the mickey is super tiring de lo...especially when is look at de screen draw de. Lolx.
kisses @ |
11:16 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
..::
I need someone to be here for me.
I tot u are different from others.
But dis is how im being treated.
Believe in u so much and yet this is wat i get.
Just wat should i do?
Haix...
I tot u are different from others.
But dis is how im being treated.
Believe in u so much and yet this is wat i get.
Just wat should i do?
Haix...
kisses @ |
11:25 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
..::
I really did try le.
Can u understand my feelings now??
I miss u as usual.
In a utmost miserable stage.
Thinking of u...
Bought a little turtle hp chain today.
But im nt going to hang it on my phone.
I will hang it on my back pack instead.
MM lesson tml,
Prepare to sleep or draw in class liao.
Sianx...
End here.
Can u understand my feelings now??
I miss u as usual.
In a utmost miserable stage.
Thinking of u...
Bought a little turtle hp chain today.
But im nt going to hang it on my phone.
I will hang it on my back pack instead.
MM lesson tml,
Prepare to sleep or draw in class liao.
Sianx...
End here.
kisses @ |
11:26 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
..::
Hurting as usual.
Thats all u know how to do.
Yet i cant let go.
Thats all u know how to do.
Yet i cant let go.
kisses @ |
10:49 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
..::
I wanna scream my lungs out!!!!
Arhx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im going insane!
Im tired of everything.
Just leave it like tat,
Just let it be.
I dun wanna care anymore liao.
Since u dun care too.
U lied to me.
Seriously it hurts.
But watever bah,
U happy jiu hao.
Im freaking bloody hell tired.
Tired of trying so hard to make u believe.
Enough le bah.
Stop lying to me le bah.
No point at all.
Ahx....
Damn....
I hate her!!!! De only gal i hate de most in de world.
Joey is having a breakdown now and she is turning insane soon.
Arhx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im going insane!
Im tired of everything.
Just leave it like tat,
Just let it be.
I dun wanna care anymore liao.
Since u dun care too.
U lied to me.
Seriously it hurts.
But watever bah,
U happy jiu hao.
Im freaking bloody hell tired.
Tired of trying so hard to make u believe.
Enough le bah.
Stop lying to me le bah.
No point at all.
Ahx....
Damn....
I hate her!!!! De only gal i hate de most in de world.
Joey is having a breakdown now and she is turning insane soon.
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8:59 PM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
..::
Im sick.
Cum lack of sleep.
Didnt sleep at all yesterday night.
Keep having nightmare.
Haix...
I also dunno why.
Somemore is all diff story de nightmare.
Wonder why nightmare will come find me.
Joey aah Joey ah...
Can u just stop thinking for a day??
Can u just put him out of ur mind for a second??
Why is it so difficult to do so??
Arhx...im sick and tired of trying.
I give up totally.
No matter what i do, u also wont care much bah.
Qing ming for whole day tml.
Sure a tiring day de.
Wake up early,
Sao mu till evening.
Whoot...Become dishes of mosquitoes....
Lolx...
Im going crazy soon.
Mukakaka....
Is already crazy liao.
Cum lack of sleep.
Didnt sleep at all yesterday night.
Keep having nightmare.
Haix...
I also dunno why.
Somemore is all diff story de nightmare.
Wonder why nightmare will come find me.
Joey aah Joey ah...
Can u just stop thinking for a day??
Can u just put him out of ur mind for a second??
Why is it so difficult to do so??
Arhx...im sick and tired of trying.
I give up totally.
No matter what i do, u also wont care much bah.
Qing ming for whole day tml.
Sure a tiring day de.
Wake up early,
Sao mu till evening.
Whoot...Become dishes of mosquitoes....
Lolx...
Im going crazy soon.
Mukakaka....
Is already crazy liao.
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9:44 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
..::
Back after a long day.
Im tired now.
Really tired.
I dun have any more strength left.
Cause u werent here anymore.
Give up bah, Joey.
Give up bah...
There's nth else u can do le.
Watever it is,
Its not important anymore le bah.
Cause u werent here anymore.
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Hao lei...Hao lei...
No strength left to carry on moving.
Just let me stop at where it is now bah.
If ever u could come back to me.
Im tired now.
Really tired.
I dun have any more strength left.
Cause u werent here anymore.
Give up bah, Joey.
Give up bah...
There's nth else u can do le.
Watever it is,
Its not important anymore le bah.
Cause u werent here anymore.
<
Hao lei...Hao lei...
No strength left to carry on moving.
Just let me stop at where it is now bah.
If ever u could come back to me.
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10:38 PM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
..::
It always ended up to be in a situation tat isnt tat good.
Haix...just why is this so?
Its going to be a friday again.
Yet there's no way tat i could see u.
In de past, maybe i could still see u for tat short few hours on friday.
But now i cant even get to see u.
Telling u all tat,
But how do u feel?
U feel sad??
Or u feel nothing?
U care for me or u dun really care?
I just wanna hear de sentence i wanted to hear again.
But u never know wat tat sentence is.
Im really super tired.
You are my source of happiness.
I really miss u so much.
Haix...just why is this so?
Its going to be a friday again.
Yet there's no way tat i could see u.
In de past, maybe i could still see u for tat short few hours on friday.
But now i cant even get to see u.
Telling u all tat,
But how do u feel?
U feel sad??
Or u feel nothing?
U care for me or u dun really care?
I just wanna hear de sentence i wanted to hear again.
But u never know wat tat sentence is.
Im really super tired.
You are my source of happiness.
I really miss u so much.
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10:11 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
..::
Went to BIS tutorial lesson today.
2 to 4.
Wat we did ner??
Case study lolx.
Answer 2 question based on it.
Jocelyn, Jiao and me crap a lot lo.
Yet de lecturer say we are good, Got good idea just part of it need example.
Still praise jocelyn and me de hand writing nice.
When i find that hand writing damn ugly lo.
Cause anyhow write de mah.
Lolx...lecturer eyes got problem sia.
Lack of mood and energy today.
Seriously im tired.
Dun like de stupid time table at all.
Haix... Sianx...
[Its not my business.]--- i'll remember this sentence from u deep in my heart.
U stabbed my heart once again.
Do u really care?
Why cant i stop missing u just even for a lil while?
Haix... I really wish tat u were here.
But do u know??
2 to 4.
Wat we did ner??
Case study lolx.
Answer 2 question based on it.
Jocelyn, Jiao and me crap a lot lo.
Yet de lecturer say we are good, Got good idea just part of it need example.
Still praise jocelyn and me de hand writing nice.
When i find that hand writing damn ugly lo.
Cause anyhow write de mah.
Lolx...lecturer eyes got problem sia.
Lack of mood and energy today.
Seriously im tired.
Dun like de stupid time table at all.
Haix... Sianx...
[Its not my business.]--- i'll remember this sentence from u deep in my heart.
U stabbed my heart once again.
Do u really care?
Why cant i stop missing u just even for a lil while?
Haix... I really wish tat u were here.
But do u know??
kisses @ |
10:05 PM