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Friday, July 31, 2009


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Went Jurong Point with aunt, tang sao and di di.
Thanks aunt and tang sao for buying me and di di things. =D
Den had a nice dinner with aunt, tang sao, kelvin cousin, nephew jian long and di di.
Aunt treated us for this dinner.
Thanks aunt again.

Oh wo de tian,
My dear xue qi is sick lah.
Hope she recover soon!!! =)

Im getting a bit frustrated over this damn shit feeling sia.
Making me feel just so damn bui song sia.
Grrr.... Shit this feeling.
This feeling is so annoying.
Arhx...forget it... Dun care too much jiu hao liao.
Shoo shoo go away and dun come back again.
Irritating thoughts kills with a hard blow manx.

Finally august is coming.
17 more days to my birthday.
But i guess no miracle will happened de bahx.
Hmm....just hope that it wont end up be a sad birthday jiu hao.

Hmm kor cannot come back today.
Have to stay in camp cause got firing tml.
He have to wake up at 4 am sia.
So ke lian...my dear kor kor very poor thing leh.
No wonder he come back home everyday only know how to sleep sleep and sleep.
Heehee...but den that is wat makes him my dearest kor kor lah.
I miss him leh.
Hopefully he can join us for de dinner tml.
Provided he can book out tml lah.


I only love KIM HYUN JOONG and no one else!!!!!!!!
Muhahaha....lame...


kisses @ | 10:30 PM



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OFF DAY TODAY!!!!
Hurray!!! No need go school.
But so sad only one day off nia leh.
Sianx half. But at least still got one day lah.
Better den dun have.
所谓知足尝乐。。。哈哈!

Help my daddy go bank money just now.
Now going to JP with my aunt and tang sao.
=D
gtg liao...
Bye Bye...


kisses @ | 1:31 PM


Thursday, July 30, 2009


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Rushing project!!!
Gambate Joey!!!

Why am i having this feeling again and again.
Though i have gotten use to it le but why am i still having this feeling right now?
Haix....

The song that day keep appearing in my mind.
It just said out most of my feelings.


kisses @ | 10:29 PM


Wednesday, July 29, 2009


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Why am i feeling down and sad right now?
Why am i feeling a little regret?
Is it cause of his action or is it.....?
I dunno.
I only know wat i got back in return is wat i expected.
Maybe things will really end on today?
His presence makes me even tired and sad.

Dunno wat to blog today.
Just now very tired of everything now.
No longer wish to be a kid,
Always finding him as a shelter.
Always believing in his lies.
Tired and sick of everything.
I just need him to be truthful and tats all.

Come across this song.
Its really nice.
That day by Maria Arredondo.
My blog background music.

Something'about out your eyes
That I can not forget
Something about out your smile
Makes it hard for me to sleep at night
Something about me
Does't work like normally
Something about you
That can't hold on to

Am I waiting in vain?
Do I deserve this pain?
When will i see you again?
Why did you talk to me ?that day
Why did you say those things? that day
Why did you come to me ?then walk away
When there was something in the air
Something in the way I meet you that day

Still can feel the way you looked at me
And I wonder how you stole my heart completely
Something in the way you would hold my hand
That I believe that fate will bring you back to me again
When there was something, something in the air

A guy like you belongs to somebody else
A guy like you will never come back again
Do you think of me now
Do you ever wonder how
We can meet again, meet again?

Why did you talk to me ?that day
Why did you say those things ?that day
Why can I not forget that day
Why can I not find words to say
Why did you come to me ?then walk away
When there was something in the air
Something in the way I met you that day


kisses @ | 11:10 PM


Tuesday, July 28, 2009


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OOh forgotten to blog bout something yesterday.
It was my first time experiencing a road accident.
Boarded 961 to school yesterday afternoon.
And the bus turned and bang on to the lorry in front.
The bus driver had a hard time communicating with people in de lorry.
And therefore ended up im late for school by half an hour.
Lolx... Wat funny is tat the guy sitting at the back lorry is not injured at all yet he wanna call de police.
I was like wth in de bus la.
Lucky all de passenger in de bus is safe lolx.
If not smrt sure die de lo.
=D

Went bugis with xianglin this morning.
Ate mos burger with her.
Haha...both no voice liao still go eat mos burger.
Lolx.... Heeheex....

Den after pei-ing her buy things,
Train-ed to school.
Bought a very cute pen from xiao jiao de push cart.
Heehee...
Hmm...dunno wat else to blog liao.


Kim Hyun Joong!! Im so in love with him lah...
Muhahahax.....



Perhaps there's no more chance for me to say it out le bahx.
Cause after all, i choosen not to say it out any more.
Im afraid things will changes again.
Was shock to see some slight difference this week compare to last week.
Was over happy cause of it too.
But im controlling myself right now.
The feeling of wanting so much to......
Is really killing me.
That feeling just sucks to de max.
I just couldnt help ut start to think.
But no matter wat,
It will stay as it is right now.
Though i wish something impossile, a miracle will happened.
But.....haix....


kisses @ | 9:01 PM


Monday, July 27, 2009


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Meeting xianglin at bugis tml.
Pei-ing her go buy things.
Meet her at 10 am.
Gotta leave bout 1 cause got class at 2pm.
Hmm...will we take pics again tml??
Haha...dunno.

Friday meeting jocelyn and maybe one of her friend go kbox sing.
Dunno i will shy till sing bu chu not.
Lolx... =X *Shy shy*

Here are photos taken for de past few days eh.
RAndomly choose some only lah.
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This feeling just isnt right at all.
Damn this shit feeling.
Why am i still feeling this way.
I shouldnt be caring too much right now.
But why??
Why did i still.......
Haix.... is it tat somehow or rather my heart just couldnt fang xia it?
I really got no idea.
I just want to maintain things like it is now.
Let nature take its course.


kisses @ | 11:19 PM


Sunday, July 26, 2009


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Wanted to upload photo de.
But im tired today after a day of standing and partying at zoo.
De party was real fun.
Photos is all with the rest.
Will get from them soon.
But is sad tat anne is leaving our team.
I will seriously miss her.

Hahax...gotten myself a sister/goodie friends manx!!!
And that person is none other den Xiang lin.
Yuan lai de two of us can click so well.
All thanks to the two guys who give her and me de chance to know each other eh.
Muhahahax... Added her in facebook, den chat in msn, meet up, followed by talk on the phone.
Wan super fun and full of craps lolx. =D
Hope can meet up with her soon and crap again lah.
Crap all we want.
And happy laughing together. =)

Ever wonder why fact/reality is so cruel?
ANd why is there disappointment always?
I have no idea to that question too.
ANd hell, i wonuldnt care much bout the answer now.

Lots of things brought me into become tired.
Tired of always caring bout this and that.
Dont even other to think now.
Just let nature take its course.
Put down everything and live my own life happily.
Be it im being treasure by others not,
I somehow dun care much after all that had happened.
Im satisfied with de life i have right now.
Making new friends, having found a sister/goodie friends etc.

I couldnt say de life im leading now doesnt have any sadness.
There is still hell lots of sadness in it.
But i choosen not to care bout it anymore.
I would rather lead a happy life rather den a sad one.
I would want to be a happy gal rather den a emo one.

Wat one's heart wanted, most of time wont be wat one have in reality.
Therefore rather den keep thinking and bothering bout de thing our heart wanted.
I would rather choose to treasure wat i had in reality.
No matter whether im being treasure.
As long as i treasure everything and everyone around me.
I wont dui bu qi zi ji.

I love all de fun and joy i had with my friends.
I enjoy self entertaining ownself with Irene.
I enjoy every moment TIME gave me to treasure.
I simply just want to lead a peaceful life with fun and laughter always.

Kkx...off to bed.
Tatax...
Sweet dreams everyone. =P


kisses @ | 11:56 PM



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Have fun at NDP today with Irene today!!!
We were self entertaining all de while.
And its real fun and the fireworks is just so super duper nice can.
Hurray....Gotta see how nice de fireworks is.
Photos will load them up tml eh.
Now very tired liao.
Gonna go sleep real soon le.
Hopefully can fall asleep lah.
Tml working leh...
Super sianx.... But no choice.
Haix....

Im a fool who do things that people wanted me to do.
Its not for my sake but for a reason behind me doing so.
But why nobody bother to think bout de reason behind?
And choosing to hurt me and disappointment me.
I put in all my effort le.
But it all went down de drain.
Im freaking tired of it le.
Damn this freaking, fking shit feeling.
Grrrrr.....Watever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


kisses @ | 12:50 AM


Saturday, July 25, 2009


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A random outing, random night and random group of people.
But It was real fun and filled with laughter.
Yesterday night was real cool.
Its the first time i went out with xiang lin.
Enjoy chatting with her lah.
We can crap a lot sia. =)

I jio man jing along.
Xiang lin and her click well too lolx.
After sometime, Irene join us too.
Xiang Lin and her both still rmb each other.
Not to forget Xiang Lin's friend Ivan and Louis.
This make up our very random people lolx.

Hahax...Here is photos taken last night.

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Gonna meet Irene later at woodlands and will head to town again i guess.
We are going to watch de NDP rehersal together!!!
First experience watching it with her!!!
Cant wait to see de fireworks!!!
Thanks wilson for the ticket.
Though is actually meant for Irene de lah.
Hahax...lolx... =)
Irene see this might strangle me again eh. Opps. Heehee.

Okay signing off here.
Bye everyone.

Joey Tan gave up on everything le.
I dunno wat else i could do and say le.
Wat ever i can do and say i done and say so le.
Watever decision is up to ppl around me to decide.
I give up totally.


kisses @ | 11:23 AM


Friday, July 24, 2009


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Seriously...
I see a very big problem in this friendship.
Whether it will continue or ends is still a question mark.
Whatever i can do, i do le.
Whatever i can say, i say le.
I try my very best even to the 101 percent limit liao.

I even plan my own birthday celebration just for the few of us to gather tgt.
And wat kind of answer i got in return.
Somemore its also celebrating the person's birthday tgt too leh.
Not only celebrating mine leh.
And i got such a disappointment from tat person.
What is friends for sia?
And its not those 1 or 2 day friendship leh.
Its for few years le leh.
Really damn disappointed.

Why am i always receiving disappointment??
Done so much with a true heart.
Trying my best and yet still get disappointment??
Is it that i nvr try harder or its just tat disappointment is wat i can only get back?
Why nobody bother to think bout my feelings be4 they give me disappointment??

I dun care whether ppl around me appreciate what i do not.
I dun care whether im happy or not.
I just want ppl around me to be safe and happy.
I try to fix de problem btw us and it only takes a sentence to cause de problem again.
Im just like a fool, being treated like a clown.
Gotten make use by ppl around me, gotten lies by ppl around me, and now getting more and more disappointment by ppl around me.
I treasure every single friend i had.
Every single thing i have right now.
I make my effort but yet this is all i get.

Planning activities for own birthday just to gather everyone in this friendship and making sure that no one play aeroplane again.
And yet... wat i get back sia??
It suppose to be a birthday celebration leh.
U think planning own birthday celebration, i will feel good meh?
I dun expect presents but at least have the heart right?
But now wat i get back sia.
Im always very anything, suite watever u guys wanna do and go.
Qian jiu everyone.
Wats de point of me doin so if u guys not my close friend sia?

Grr....watever it is.
I totally give up on everything.
So super sick and tired of everything.
Dun wish to care le.
Disappointed.... =(

Joey is just a fool.
A stupid fool.
Ben dan to de extreme.


kisses @ | 12:35 AM


Thursday, July 23, 2009


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Haix... hope that selfish bastard thing really is settle liao.
Dun ever wish to see him again.
Seriously very sick and tired of him.
Making use of ppl...Damn shit.


Went to newater plantation with man jing, xiao jiao, jocelyn and kim guan today.
Wake up super early.
Thanks kim guan for waking me up by msging me at 7 am lolx.
Thanks dad for giving me a ride to tenah merah mrt cause i requested lolx.
If not i sure ended up nvr turn up.
Never tk any pics eh.
Only got pics of the plantation. Its with man jing.

After the tour xiao jiao went back home and de rest of us headed to bugis.
Went beach road to eat den followed by starbuck to slack.
man jing went home at 2 plus and kim guan after lunch went to meet his friend.
So left jocelyn and me to shop at bugis street lolx.
After that meet kim guan at mrt station and mrt back to school.

Xiao Jiao gave us a shock by telling us result is out.
Making me super duper nervous and scare of my result for the whole lesson.
I tot im going to fail all.
And kor bluff me say i fail all sia.
Make me super scared de lo.

To my surprise, i didnt fail eh.
And i got a grade above wat i expected.
I expected either a fail or D for Financial Marketing.
But surprisingly i got a B.
Expected a fail for BIS cause i really got no confi in that paper.
I got a C instead.
As for MM paper, i got some hope for the paper.
Cause i know how to do most of the parts in tat paper.

Therefore expected a D or C if can.
And i really got a C.
Pass all 3 modules for first sem with a C,B,C result.
Lolx.

Hmm...dunno what to blog liao.
Sianx tml going school again.
Stop here le. Night everyone.

P.S lucky i pass all. If not i have to prepare to dig my ears to let my parents nag all they want le manx. Phew....Lucky no need to suffer from their nagging. hahax...


kisses @ | 9:38 PM


Wednesday, July 22, 2009


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Arhx....Feeling moody to de extreme.
Tat bastard. I hate him to de max!
Grr....damn shit... I hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dunno what to blog today.
Going to newater plantation tml.
Must wake up so early.
Dunno can wake up not lo.
Hopefully can wake up lah.

Very tired today.
Dunno why leh...
Just super tired.
Okay stop here le.
Nite everyone.


kisses @ | 10:08 PM


Tuesday, July 21, 2009


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Seriously out of control of my own mood and temper.
So better dun provoke me at this timing.
Super extremly outta mood right now.
Already reach the extreme le.
Any further will erupt at anytime.
Arhx................................................


kisses @ | 10:56 PM



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Wake up super early today.
Or should i say is never really sleep leh?
Hmm....either one also can like but i guess its more towards the second one.
Had a hard time dealing with my own mood and project information last night.
Kind of start to stress bout HRM project.
Its fucking hard to do manx.

The result of waking up early or rather say not sleeping is fuck, im sleepy right now.
Haven go school jiu start to sianx and feel sleepy liao.
Damn hur??
How to survive through the tough 2 torturing hours later?
Oh my tian lah!!!!!!!!!!!!
Super dun feel like gg school now.

Trying to make myself dun care bout anything right now.
Watever it is leave it as it is.
Fucking tired of every shit little things.
DUn wanna care anymore.
Grrr....

Off to prepare for school.
Boring school life can kills!!


kisses @ | 12:02 PM


Monday, July 20, 2009


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Arhx...Grr...
Joey Tan!!!!
Pls wake up from tat stupid dumb idea!!!!
Why did u have this kind of thinking???
Why?? Tell urself why??
Explain to urself why??
Arhx....Joey is incredibly going crazy.
Haix....


kisses @ | 11:31 PM



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Im bored right now...
Waiting for a sms.
But i doubt i will wait dao.
Haix...

Loading fei tian xi shi last episode.
So eager to watch it lah.
Later gonna leave house early.
Neede go bank to deposit money for dad.
Sianx diaox...Haix...

This week is hell week manx.
Wonder how to survive till friday sia!!!
HAix....


kisses @ | 11:55 AM


Sunday, July 19, 2009


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Im sad and moody right now.
Is it cause my instinct is real strong now adays or maybe somehow or rather i could feel it??
I really dunno.


I just noe i could feel that he isnt ok now.
But i cant do anything.
I just hope he will be alright real soon.
Haix... =(

Went bugis with mum and di di today.
Bought new shorts!!!
Paid by dad... Cause i seriously got no money liao.
Im so damn poor now. =(

Random Pics!!!

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Di di and me!!!
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Di di and Mummy!!



kisses @ | 10:02 PM


Saturday, July 18, 2009


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Went to work today.
Working show shift.
So time comsider pass quite fast.
But seriously im tired right now.
Leg very suan and pain sia.
Still super dun like the boots.
Plus individual sales target to hit while there is no commision.
Sianx even more.
Haix... =(

Nth much to blog today.
Just feeling kind of moody and sad due to certain things.
But i cant do much to help too.
Haix... =(

Looking forward to newater plantation trip someday next week!!!
Its so call an outing lolx.... But actually is for project purposes.
Tat day gonna have to wake up early and rush down there lolx.
Second outing with my group mates!!!
Must rmb to take photo!!!! Lolx.

30 more days to my birthday cum man jing and najib de birthday too!!!


kisses @ | 10:18 PM



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Just reach home not long ago.
Went to vivo to watch harry potter with ky and irene gf.
Grace didnt come lo, wasted de ticket.
Last min den i noe, if not find someone to go lo.
Lolx... Harry potter is just damn nice lah.

Recently have been watching fei tian xi shi and lie huo xiong xin 3 online.
Both are very nice drama neh. =)
There's a quote in lie huo xiong xin which i like it a lot.

Out of difficulties makes miracle

Have been lost over de past few days.
But now i kind of know what exactly i wanted.
I dun mean future plan like studying degree etc.
Is some other things which i finally figure out how i eventually feel and wanted.
But wondering should i not give up??
In de process of thinking...
In de mid of de way.

Gtg sleep le.
Tml working.
Nite everyone.


kisses @ | 1:26 AM


Friday, July 17, 2009


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Good news in de early morning!!!
Stephen kor just called me and tell me that he pass his driving test!!!
First attempt jiu pass le!!!
Congratz to him!!!
Hahax...next time got free driver liao. ( kidding)
Hahax...


kisses @ | 10:10 AM



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勉强快乐,
伸出手拥抱一个不是我想要的生活。

This isnt wat i wanted.
Isnt what i wish for.
This isnt de way i wanted it to be.

Telling myself not to think but yet,
It couldnt be help.
Im totally at a lost now.

If my wishes were to come true.
I do be really happy.
Smiling is tired especially when its a fake smile.

Telling myself to endure and dun regret.
Thats wat they wanted and i'll just simply do so.
Theres no turning point for me now.
Haix....


kisses @ | 12:50 AM


Thursday, July 16, 2009


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Sianx... now when it comes to weekend and i have to work.
I just feel so super duper sianx and tired sia.
Super dun feel like working liao.
Till now still can feel de suan-ness and pain the boots gave to my leg lo.
Now still got wat stupid individual sales.
Haix... super sianx.
Can i just dun work till i graduate? =(

Tml is POM tutorial.
Yes!!! 2 to 4.
Lucky lecturer never split class.
If not jiu sianx le.
Meeting xiao jiao, jocelyn, kim guan and man jing for lunch tml.
Cum discuss project and den go school together.

After lesson, come home straight to rest rest.
After tat meet ky, grace and irene fro harry potter.
Den sat work closing shift.
Sianx lo.... I seriously dun wan work lah!!!!!!!
Feel like dying whenever the thought of working comes lo!!!
=(

Okay lah end here le.
Got time zai load my random pics up bahx.
Nite everyone.

迷失了方向。。。


kisses @ | 9:33 PM


Wednesday, July 15, 2009


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Went bugis with jane this early afternoon.
Bought a diao dai skirt.
Love it so much neh.
Den had lunch with stephen and her at iluma.
Iluma de air condition is cold de lo.
And im damn seriously scare of cold.
Its like freezing over there.

Bout one plus vivien came to find us.
Acc her eat her lunch.
Den they headed to marina square for bowling.
And sad sad de me headed for school.
Lesson today is damn super fast.
And i totally dun understand wat the lecturer is talking about lah.

After class took train with xiao jiao, slyvia and kim guan.
A bit of funny conver between me and kim guan.
He is quite a lame person too. Lolx...
Good entertainer. Lolx.
Den went to bugis with slyvia.
Waited for slyvia's friend to meet her.
I needa wait for stephen, jane, travis, rebecca, ray, hui ying and johnny to reach bugis.
So join slyvia and her friend for awhile.

Den headed to de pub.
But hui ying, travis, jane and me left early.
I can only say im really sort de for this few days.
Okay im kind of tired le.
But nt gonna slp yet cause i cant fall asleep. =(
Night...


kisses @ | 11:16 PM


Tuesday, July 14, 2009


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As usual went to school today.
But super bored in class sia.
Lucky lecturer end early today.
If not mrt sure super duper squeezy.

Aunt and nephew came to our house today.
My nephew jian long is so damn cute and handsome lah.
He very funny too lah.
Hyper active sia...
Play with him will tired lo.

Meeting Jane they all tml at marina after class.
But meeting Jane in de morning.
She acc me go shop for shorts.
Den go for lunch.
Hope tml will be a safe and smooth day.

As for thurs not gonna go out liao.
Dunno wat to say.
Forget it.
Kind of piss now.
Grr.....

I guess im really not in de luck this year.
Fucking damn super sway.
I guess i needa go temple bai bai le.
Haix...

And i guess di di need go temple bai bai too.
Find a day must call him go bai bai with me.
He had fever again!!!
My di di really become weakling like me le.
Recover soon eh...my dear didi.
Or maybe he fake sick de.
Choy...no lah he really sick.

Okay...dunno wat to blog liao.
Watever it is....
Nite everyone.

是我太傻。。。


kisses @ | 10:34 PM


Monday, July 13, 2009


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Went down to zoo to collect my shirt from hui min.
Thanks hui min for helping me buy it. Thankie.
Headed for POE tutorial class after tat.
After class jiu come back home le.

Kor surprises us just now luh.
Suddenly come back without telling us.
He last week already rest from thurs till sun le.
Now rest from tml till sun.
Cool de lo....So many rest day.
Good right.
I wan also dun have.
No holiday break till end of august like tat lo.
Sianx diao...Haix.

Something happened again.
Its just simply unexpected.
Unexpected to know de ans behind my simple qns.
I just wish i could dun care bout it anymore.
I dun wanna continue this like a cycle forever too.
What will let nature take its course bring me too?
How far can i go?
When will it reaches de highest limit of mine?
I simply just dunno yet.

Forget it bahx.
Im tired of everything le.
I just wanna do wat i wanna do.
Whats going on now is never what i wanted.

Stop here today le bahx.
Haix...


kisses @ | 10:13 PM


Sunday, July 12, 2009


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Arhx...leg super pain now lah.
All because of the stupid safety boots lo.
Wear 2 days nia,
My leg like gonna broke le lo.
Grr....Hate to wear that boots lah.
Haix...
Leg very suan and pain. =.(
Sob sob...

Although i already expected tat he wont rmb.
But it still hurts and feel sad after knowing he really dun.
But i couldnt do anything too.
Let nature take its course bahx.

Very long never meet up with calvin kor liao.
Must find a day to meet him.
But he only weekends free leh.
Weekends i working sia...must squeeze a day out le.
Calvin kor's birthday coming too.
We are both aug baby.
Hope to see him soon. Miss him leh...

Aug 16 going out with hui min, orlina, jia xian and hui ling!!!
Looking forward to it.
Thanks min min and orly for planning this outing to celebrate my birthday eh.
Gan dong!!!


Okay, guess i will stop here le.
Bye and nite everyone.
Ouch....my leg... =(


kisses @ | 11:08 PM


Friday, July 10, 2009


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Met up with Jane gf for lunch at lot one mos burger today.
Thanks gal...u noe why i thank u eh.
Hahax.... Oh ya...and the bag. Thanks a lot.... =)
Bout 2.10 pm like tat stephen kor came to find us.
Den they accompany me take train to school.
Say is accompany lah...but actually hor is they going bugis lah.
I cant go cause need go school.
So have to get down at queenstown.
No choice..haix.
Mext wednesday meeting them for dinner!!!!
=) Wednesday faster come eh.

Den if im not wrong thurs or friday meeting irene, ky and grace gf for movie.
Harry Potter!!!!!!!!
Cant wait to watch it lah. Next week faster come eh.

Tml wearing new uniform with the boots sia...
Damn sianx... Haix... I dun wanna wear that heavy boots lah.
Sob sob... =( And mum say de shirt is too big for me le.
Lucky janis say can change to smaller size.
If not i die... sianx lo... Den still cannot put boots in the backyard liao.
Must bring to work and bring home everyday。
Extra super de sianx sia. Grr.....
Working on both sat and sun.
Sure is tiring de.
But i will endure!!! Try my best to tahan...
I wish time could go faster!!!

Project groups all decided liao.
HR project doing with my dear twins, man jing.
POM project doing with jiao, jocelyn,man jing and kim guan.
Next week jiu can start do project le.
Stress liao....getting busy le lolx.

Congratz to my dear kor kor!!!
He got promoted...Hahax...more money to treat mei mei liao.
Yes!!!! Muhahahax...!!!!

自我催眠,
自我安慰,
自我埋怨,
欺骗自己,
掩饰自己。
心碎。


kisses @ | 9:35 PM



..::

Joey tuh Irene Soh: Ur mili and meow meow is cute too.....But yst that little cat de fur very white and nice leh!!!! Hahahax....

Okay...didnt sleep last nite.
And eyes can only say is pain de lo.
Somemore swollen.
Haix....all somebody's fault.
But forget it.
Dun wanna care anything liao.
Let nature take its course.
And im not gonna do anything.

Hmm....Here's some random photos taken lah.
OH ya wanna say bout this stove....Purchase on father's day.
But it aint a father's day present.
Cause is pay by dad de.
That time forgot to blog bout it.

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This is drawn during tues or wed in class eh...
Forget which day liao.
That paper is my class time table. ZzzZzzz....
This is what i do when my mind is not in de class.

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This is before go school take de if im not wrong.
Bo liao...nth to do mah.

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This is forget when take de liao...
De jelly is nice de hor.... But my didi tat time eat finish liao...

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This is this morning take de.
Dun ask me anything.
My piglet plaster very cute hor....??

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Okay no more photos to blog liao...
Gtg go watch drama lo....den later meeting jane gf at lot one!!!!
Tatax.....

Stress!!!!!!!!!!!
Project!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


kisses @ | 11:51 AM


Thursday, July 9, 2009


..::

Went over to irene's house just now.
When leaving, i saw a cat in de lift at her block lolx.
De little cat was cute.
Dunno where it come from too.

Okay now back at home.
So sianx...tml got school eh...
Today is de first time i board a train after 6.30.
And now i noe how pro those ppl are le manx.
So damn super good at squeezing mrt.
A pity that i dun have tat talent.
But see from the time slot of my time table.
I guess i will master it very soon manx.
Grr...Okay...dunno wat else to blog liao le.
Night everyone.


kisses @ | 11:35 PM


Wednesday, July 8, 2009


..::

选择了欺骗自己,
却感觉好痛苦。
以为只要不断的告诉自己,
不断的提醒自己,
就不会去想。
可是原来是错的。

不是告诉自己不要想,
就可以不要想的。
我到底该怎么做?
好累好累。
心仿佛快要碎掉了一样。

2 projects, 1 class test.
Class test on 31st of aug.
Main exam on oct.
Arhx....more and more things coming up.
Pray tat previous 3 paper will pass eh.
Pls let me pass....!!!

Dunno what to blog liao le....
Seriously very luan this few days.
Mood not very good.


kisses @ | 9:08 PM


Tuesday, July 7, 2009


..::

心还是会痛,
泪还是会流,
欺骗自己,
原来是那么的辛苦。


kisses @ | 11:08 PM


Monday, July 6, 2009


..::

Still not use to schooling after a week break.
Hmm...nth much to blog for today.
Good nite everyone.
Tatax...


kisses @ | 9:49 PM



..::

So sianx...
Still on holiday mood luh...
Dun feel like going to school.
Business economics first lesson today.
Haix.....sianx. =(
Okay off to prepare to go school.
And not to forget to go to the deposit machine to help dad deposit money eh.
Sianx....
Tata....


kisses @ | 1:21 PM


Sunday, July 5, 2009


..::

The previous blog post forgot to say this...
Thanks Irene for de ear rings!!!!!
Like it a lot. Thankie!!! =)

Here's some photos taken yesterday.
But forget to take group photo again lah.
ZZZZ...sianx diao....

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kisses @ | 3:27 PM



..:: 4 Of July 2009::..

4 of July 2009


Today was a long day.
Went to quite a few places.
Bpp, Amk Hub, Cineleisure,The Cathay, Plaza Sing, Bugis and Vivo City.
Watch Ice Age 3(3d) with Irene and KY.
Grace joined us after de movie.
Den we headed to vivo to kan hai(Sea viewing) cum chit chat.
Finally the gals talk things out and everything is fine and back to normal le.
Thats really great.
Hope things will get better for them.
*Friends 4ever. I'll lend my ears to u all, so pls in future anything, pls pls must said it out.*

Our last stop for de day was vivo and we went to Plaza Sing in de noon too.
De 2 places where i never thought i would ever suggest going or eventually step in there.
But eventually i did for today.
De feeling wasnt good at all.
And that is when decisions sway into my mind.
I dunno whether did i make de right choice not.
But it doesnt matter anymore if de other party doesnt care at all.
Im tired of getting de same kind of treatment again and again.
Seriously tired. I gave up.

有话想对他说,
却又在最后一秒退缩了。
我累了。。。
还在想他。。。



kisses @ | 1:38 AM


Saturday, July 4, 2009


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Yeah!!!!!!!!
I've finally change my blogskins!!!!
Love this blogskins and background music lots manx....
SS501 rulex...Hahax...
Especially Kim Hyun Joong!!!!!!!
Love him to de max!!!
Hahax...okay...its bout time to go sleep...
Nite nite everyone!!!
Tatax.... =)


kisses @ | 2:11 AM


Friday, July 3, 2009


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Grrr.....I hate MDIS lah...
What a super nice time table they plot lo.
Again...everyday 3.30 lesson.
要我的命啊!!!
Dun like the bloody time table at all sia.
Haix.... But no choice....haix... Sianx le lo...

Im so looking forward to my birthday lah.
Another one and a half month away.
But very sianx...birthday that day got school till 6.30.
And its a monday some more sia...
And most likely im very free on my birthday tat itself beside going to school.
Cause my dear kor kor book in on sunday night so sure is celebrate beforehand de.
Im looking forward to wat prestie kor kor will give me this year neh.
Heehee... Kor last year give de present... ii love it a lot lo.
Still hanging it on my phone now leh. =)
What will kor kor give me leh??

Hmm...okay...birthday sure gonna spend with my gfs etc eh...
So happy luh...really looking forward to august!!!!!
If tat someone will to be there for me too, it do be perfect. =(

Whoo hoo.... ZOO RETAIL DEPARTMENT changing uniform on de 9 of july!!!!!!
Its not something to be happy bout though.
Cause i need to wear de new uniform too.
Damn... I dun like the new uniform luh....
I still prefer de old one.
De new uni still need wear boots leh....si bei sianx de lo.
Wear such a heavy boots walk here and there, do stock etc.
Arhx...think le, jiu bui ta han le...let not say wear lah... haix...

Okay lah...thats all bout it today.
Off to chat with my gfs....

我还在想他。。。


kisses @ | 10:55 PM


Thursday, July 2, 2009


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Was trying to look for new blogskins.
But too bad...cant find any tat i like at all.
I still like this one more eh.
Hees...

Yeah...today was another day staying at home.
Very sianx but no choice.
And i have been eating porridge for 2 days!!!!
No appetite lo....sianx...
Jane, stephen, johnny and sky came over to my house to visit me today.
Im so gan dong.
Jane brought ribenna, strawberry and apple for me luh...
Heehee...

Den just now my dear irene gf brought lolli pop from airport give me.
And she stopped by fairprice to buy me chocolate after work.
And what surprises me de most is........
She delivered it up to my house!!!!!!
So gan dong lah....
So shocked by her too...

I love you guys lots sia....
Muacks..... Thank you guys....
Thanks for visiting me.
Oh ya...thanks jane for ur prestie from KL too.
I simply just so touched by u guys.
=)
It brightens up my day.
Thankie thankie.

Oh yeah, yst kor book out for a while.
He went to meet huiting da sao.
Den came back at 8 plus with food from pasamalam!!!!
Hees...such a good kor kor hur?
Love him lots...but he dunno di di and me sick luh.
Hahax.... still brought saussage for us.
Kor de xin yi of cause i got eat lah.
But after eating hor, like dun feel right eh..
But after eat medic jiu ok liao.
Hahax...
Im craving for subway now leh.
Omg!!!! Hees....

Tml gotta work sia.
Opening shift some more.
Supposed to be closing shift de. Dunno why change liao.
Dunno can tahan till 6 not lo.
If cannot tahan how sia???
8 and and a half hour, die lah.... haix...
=(

Have been back to reading manga but of cause not buy de comic lah.
Now very poor cannot buy liao, so online read lo.
Thinking of reading naruto. Or should i just watch de anime from de start again??

Hmm...ok...i guess i shall stop here for today.
Tired liao le....
Happened to saw this pic...and i dunno why i really like it.

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*Im missing him*


kisses @ | 11:45 PM


Wednesday, July 1, 2009


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OMG!!! My dear weiweien, gan kor stephen and also jonhnny really came over to visit me!!!
So touch lah....
Especially vivien..all de way come my house from amk just to visit me.
Thanks a lot. Appreciated. Really hen gan dong.

Jane will be visiting me tml too.
Haha...with stephen and maybe johnny acc her.
Heehee...so touched lo.
Unlike some other who only knows how to disappiont me.
Even when im sick.
And not only once is a lot of disappointment.
Haix... I believe slowly i will get use to it.
I will stop waiting,,,,but i noe its impossible.
HAix....

Okay kind of tired again.
NIte everyone.


kisses @ | 11:43 PM



..::

Woot...so super tired neh.
Fever fever fever.
My dear di di spread de virus to me.
So pathetic de me nah.
Went to see doctor just now.
Really tired till no strength to come back.
Took taxi home lah.

If dad knows bout it.
Im doomed.

Still continueing to vomit neh.
So miserable.
I wanna go play play play.
I wanna go out.
I wanna enjoy my one week break.
Supposed to be working on thursday and friday.
Now 2 day mc, tml cannot go work.
Sob sob...Fifty dollar fly away.
So friday die i also myst struggle to work.
If not no money buy present for myself in august lah. =(

Stephen called just now.
He say vivien, johnny and him is coming over to visit me.
Dunnoo true or not.
But still very touched to hear that eh.
Gan dong...
Nobody yet to say wan come visit me lo.
Im so touched by them.
Thank you guys...
=)

Okay my eyes is getting tired.
Gtg le.
Tatax....

If u were right here by my side.
I wish that u were here.


kisses @ | 6:55 PM


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