Monday, August 31, 2009
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I use to like strawberry a lot a lot.
My favourite fruit.
But now, i hated it a lot a lot.
DUn ask me why, just hated it a lot a lot now.
Recently someone asked me a question.
Why did i fall in love with a jerk?
Dis question sound serious to me but yet i dun have an answer to it.
A jerk??
Perhaps really so bahx.
But dun love dou already love liao.
Haix....watever.
I know wat im doing.
I wont regret.
My favourite fruit.
But now, i hated it a lot a lot.
DUn ask me why, just hated it a lot a lot now.
Recently someone asked me a question.
Why did i fall in love with a jerk?
Dis question sound serious to me but yet i dun have an answer to it.
A jerk??
Perhaps really so bahx.
But dun love dou already love liao.
Haix....watever.
I know wat im doing.
I wont regret.
kisses @ |
11:25 AM
Saturday, August 29, 2009
..:: Miss euu.::..
Tired after a day work.
Plus went to cousin de birthday party after work.
Woot hoo...super tired de lo.
But dun feel like sleeping yet.
Just dunno why cant fall asleep.
MAybe i know, just tat i dun wish to admit bahx.
There is things which i dun wish to admit,
Really dun wish to.
But yet, its a fact tat i myself know very well.
Just wat can i do now??
Haix...
I guess im going to fall sick soon.
Haix... Ok bah...no mood to blog.
ENd here le.
Plus went to cousin de birthday party after work.
Woot hoo...super tired de lo.
But dun feel like sleeping yet.
Just dunno why cant fall asleep.
MAybe i know, just tat i dun wish to admit bahx.
There is things which i dun wish to admit,
Really dun wish to.
But yet, its a fact tat i myself know very well.
Just wat can i do now??
Haix...
I guess im going to fall sick soon.
Haix... Ok bah...no mood to blog.
ENd here le.
kisses @ |
11:57 PM
Friday, August 28, 2009
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Hmm... Spent my day at home today again.
Really no mood to go out, so jiu stay at home lo.
Hahax...later must really study a bit liao.
Never study dao my econs yet.
Ooh.... But where to pick up de mood to study leh??
Ai ya...dunno leh.
Later try to focus and study a bit bahx.
Better den nvr read dao anything lo.
Just now went downstairs to play badminton with kor kor and hui ting jie jie.
Hahax..its fun.
Kor kor keep bullying hui ting jie jie and me.
Kor de leg haven recover.
Hope he recover soon.
Now its time to upload photos.
Hahax...nth better to do mah.
Sianx...tml working.
But for de sake of money!!!!!!
I will survive through tml.
But dunno who is working tml too sia.
Later no one pei me, i sure bored till death sia.
Seriously hoping and wishing that he will never ever break his promises to me and will never lied to me again le.
I hope and wish tat he can do wat he say.
Really no mood to go out, so jiu stay at home lo.
Hahax...later must really study a bit liao.
Never study dao my econs yet.
Ooh.... But where to pick up de mood to study leh??
Ai ya...dunno leh.
Later try to focus and study a bit bahx.
Better den nvr read dao anything lo.
Just now went downstairs to play badminton with kor kor and hui ting jie jie.
Hahax..its fun.
Kor kor keep bullying hui ting jie jie and me.
Kor de leg haven recover.
Hope he recover soon.
Now its time to upload photos.
Hahax...nth better to do mah.
Sianx...tml working.
But for de sake of money!!!!!!
I will survive through tml.
But dunno who is working tml too sia.
Later no one pei me, i sure bored till death sia.
Seriously hoping and wishing that he will never ever break his promises to me and will never lied to me again le.
I hope and wish tat he can do wat he say.
kisses @ |
9:06 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
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Finally done with helping my dad print stuff.
Just now went out to buy printer ink just to print his stuff sia.
Den didi eat a lot.
Eat takoyaki, still gt eat ice cream cone.
I not much mood so eat ice cream cone too.
Now at least a bit better liao.
Now very broke sia.
Spent dunno how much this tuesday.
Bought a pair of new shoes,
Bought 2 shirts and a short.
Woo ooh....now broke like dunno wat.
Some more is use hongbao money buy de lo.
Sianx... Now need eat air liao.
Lucky still gt air to eat. Lolx.
Hmm... planning to read naruto de manga from de start again.
Cause i lost track liao.
Hmm...as for econ class test will start revising later or maybe tml.
Will try my best at least to pass de paper.
Thats my goal, pass all my papers!!!
Im missing ych right now. Really miss him a lot.
Just now went out to buy printer ink just to print his stuff sia.
Den didi eat a lot.
Eat takoyaki, still gt eat ice cream cone.
I not much mood so eat ice cream cone too.
Now at least a bit better liao.
Now very broke sia.
Spent dunno how much this tuesday.
Bought a pair of new shoes,
Bought 2 shirts and a short.
Woo ooh....now broke like dunno wat.
Some more is use hongbao money buy de lo.
Sianx... Now need eat air liao.
Lucky still gt air to eat. Lolx.
Hmm... planning to read naruto de manga from de start again.
Cause i lost track liao.
Hmm...as for econ class test will start revising later or maybe tml.
Will try my best at least to pass de paper.
Thats my goal, pass all my papers!!!
Im missing ych right now. Really miss him a lot.
kisses @ |
10:06 PM
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Thanks Kai Yi for lending me her old laptop de charger.
Thats why now i can use my laptop again.
Thank You Kai Yi.
Upload photos time!!!
Before cutting hair.
After cutting hair.
Sad...
Why must it be like tat.
But i will not give up.
At least not without trying, having a chance and fairness.
Can he stop being a selfsih liar?
I doubt so. He is always lying everyday.
Haix... Yet i still miss him a lot a lot.
Thats why now i can use my laptop again.
Thank You Kai Yi.
Upload photos time!!!
Before cutting hair.
After cutting hair.
Sad...
Why must it be like tat.
But i will not give up.
At least not without trying, having a chance and fairness.
Can he stop being a selfsih liar?
I doubt so. He is always lying everyday.
Haix... Yet i still miss him a lot a lot.
kisses @ |
2:24 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
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Wah kao sibei sianx sia....
My laptop die on me.
Damn shit lo...
Super sway this week de.
Laptop!!!!!!! Why must u die on me leh??
Sob sob...i love my laptop a lot de sia.
Sianx lo...now using kor de desktop.
Super not use de sia.
Use to use laptop liao.
Pls pls pls....let my laptop be safe sia... haix....
Poor me lah....Haix....
Very poor liao, phone and laptop still wan spoil at same time.
Haix...this year i really hen sway sia... Sob sob....
My laptop die on me.
Damn shit lo...
Super sway this week de.
Laptop!!!!!!! Why must u die on me leh??
Sob sob...i love my laptop a lot de sia.
Sianx lo...now using kor de desktop.
Super not use de sia.
Use to use laptop liao.
Pls pls pls....let my laptop be safe sia... haix....
Poor me lah....Haix....
Very poor liao, phone and laptop still wan spoil at same time.
Haix...this year i really hen sway sia... Sob sob....
kisses @ |
10:34 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
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别再看著我说著你爱过 因为太伤痛。
我不难过 这不算什么。
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂。
因为只是在欺骗自己。
回忆很多 你的影子也充满我生活。
虽然寂寞 这是我 最后的宽容。
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果。
因为所有的结果 都不是好的。
我恨你。
恨你不曾理会我的感受。
恨你不懂我内心的痛。
恨你不增给过机会。
恨你给我的痛及利用。
恨你自以为是的认为，
每个人都和你一样。
你错了。
你的心是铁做的，
但我的心不是。
不要再一次的在我的伤口上撒盐。
不要再对我说对不起，
因为那都是假的。
你的心根本就不觉得对不起。
我也不要你的对不起，
因为你说了太多太多次，
却什么也没做。
或许有一天，你也会得到你的因果。
但那已不关我的事。
你只是个自私的骗子。
只为了自己的自私鬼。
我不难过 这不算什么。
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂。
因为只是在欺骗自己。
回忆很多 你的影子也充满我生活。
虽然寂寞 这是我 最后的宽容。
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果。
因为所有的结果 都不是好的。
我恨你。
恨你不曾理会我的感受。
恨你不懂我内心的痛。
恨你不增给过机会。
恨你给我的痛及利用。
恨你自以为是的认为，
每个人都和你一样。
你错了。
你的心是铁做的，
但我的心不是。
不要再一次的在我的伤口上撒盐。
不要再对我说对不起，
因为那都是假的。
你的心根本就不觉得对不起。
我也不要你的对不起，
因为你说了太多太多次，
却什么也没做。
或许有一天，你也会得到你的因果。
但那已不关我的事。
你只是个自私的骗子。
只为了自己的自私鬼。
kisses @ |
10:39 PM
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Thank you calvin kor for chatting with me.
And tell me wat to do to stop thinking of him.
Thank you kor kor.
Many many loves. Miss my kor kor.
Nth to blog for now.
Will see wat will happened tml for me to blog bahx.
Wont be blogging often liao...
Nite everyone!!!
And tell me wat to do to stop thinking of him.
Thank you kor kor.
Many many loves. Miss my kor kor.
Nth to blog for now.
Will see wat will happened tml for me to blog bahx.
Wont be blogging often liao...
I wan rebond my hair.
Daddy give me money!!!!!!!
Hahax...wan die ah..But nvr try nvr know.
Try go take money from him see see he wan give me mah.
=P Aim is to rebond my hair by de end of sept!!!!!
Nite everyone!!!
kisses @ |
12:43 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
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Wah sianx...
Leg super suan now.
Work half a day only lo.
Jiu like tat liao.
Tml work one whole day, i think i sure die sia.
Haix... tong ku sia.
I hate working now a days cause of the boots sia.
I hate safety boots to de max lolx!!!!
Very tired now.
Leg also very suan.
Cum not much mood now.
Haix... sianx...
Ok lah, stop here liao.
Nite everyone.
Tata...
Leg super suan now.
Work half a day only lo.
Jiu like tat liao.
Tml work one whole day, i think i sure die sia.
Haix... tong ku sia.
I hate working now a days cause of the boots sia.
I hate safety boots to de max lolx!!!!
Very tired now.
Leg also very suan.
Cum not much mood now.
Haix... sianx...
Ok lah, stop here liao.
Nite everyone.
Tata...
kisses @ |
10:00 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
..::
Yesterday reach home le,
Got shock when saw my kor kor at home lah.
He supposed to be in camp de leh ended up sitting confortably in his room.
Hahax...den i walk in and found out that his ankle was being bandanged!!!!
Poor kor kor injured his leg.
Lolx...dunno how he gg outfield next week.
Muahahax... or maybe he purposely de hor...lolx...
Anyway hope he recover soon.
Get well soon kor kor.
Hmm...sianx...today tutorial change to lesson.
Wasted my day in school lolx.
Super bored de lo.
Den wan talk still need super soft if not get caught very pai seh sia.
Cause lecturer will call us keep quiet lolx.
Dun like MHRM de lesson at all sia.
NExt next monday ECON class test.
God bless me liao lo.
Sure die de.
Must study super hard hard liao sia.
I dun wan fail lolx.
Countless stress from countless different area.
Haix....
Project, class tests, exams bla bla bla bla...
Still needa work...
Working on both weekends.
God bless me le lo.
Sure ended super tired de.
Mood swing sure come really fast.
Haix.... Sianx...
Off i go...tata everyone.
Nite nite.
Got shock when saw my kor kor at home lah.
He supposed to be in camp de leh ended up sitting confortably in his room.
Hahax...den i walk in and found out that his ankle was being bandanged!!!!
Poor kor kor injured his leg.
Lolx...dunno how he gg outfield next week.
Muahahax... or maybe he purposely de hor...lolx...
Anyway hope he recover soon.
Get well soon kor kor.
Hmm...sianx...today tutorial change to lesson.
Wasted my day in school lolx.
Super bored de lo.
Den wan talk still need super soft if not get caught very pai seh sia.
Cause lecturer will call us keep quiet lolx.
Dun like MHRM de lesson at all sia.
NExt next monday ECON class test.
God bless me liao lo.
Sure die de.
Must study super hard hard liao sia.
I dun wan fail lolx.
Countless stress from countless different area.
Haix....
Project, class tests, exams bla bla bla bla...
Still needa work...
Working on both weekends.
God bless me le lo.
Sure ended super tired de.
Mood swing sure come really fast.
Haix.... Sianx...
Off i go...tata everyone.
Nite nite.
kisses @ |
10:17 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
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Right or wrong?
Lost in de middle of no where.
想切掉会议的画面，
但是好难。
Lost in de middle of no where.
想切掉会议的画面，
但是好难。
kisses @ |
11:24 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
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Heart like being tear apart le.
I couldnt take it anymore.
I cant continue lying to myself but yet i have to.
Why is all this happening?
Whats wrong with me?
What should i do?
Why am i always stuck in de middle of no where.
Hao lei hao lei....
I couldnt take it anymore.
I cant continue lying to myself but yet i have to.
Why is all this happening?
Whats wrong with me?
What should i do?
Why am i always stuck in de middle of no where.
Hao lei hao lei....
kisses @ |
11:49 PM
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Finally 20 le.
A bit sianx eh.
Time like pass so fast.
Next year jiu 21 liao. Haix...
Seriously, mood now is really not very good.
Though it was my birthday yesterday.
But it aint a good day for me.
Got to know my maternal side de elder uncle got admitted to hospital.
Haix.... wat a news in de early afternoon.
Den followed by getting hurt by him in de evening.
Happening day for me eh.
But suan le....
Watever le bahx...
I dun wish to care liao...
Close my ears, close my eyes.
Everything is just a dream just a lie.
Everything is nothing to me.
He is just a big liar.
And i aint gonna believe wat he say le.
I dun wanna hear anymore things that would hurt me badly from him liao.
I hate him.
He just dunno how selfish he is to hurt mne so much and be so happy himself again and again.
When will he ever stand on my shoe and feel wat im feeling right now?
A bit sianx eh.
Time like pass so fast.
Next year jiu 21 liao. Haix...
Seriously, mood now is really not very good.
Though it was my birthday yesterday.
But it aint a good day for me.
Got to know my maternal side de elder uncle got admitted to hospital.
Haix.... wat a news in de early afternoon.
Den followed by getting hurt by him in de evening.
Happening day for me eh.
But suan le....
Watever le bahx...
I dun wish to care liao...
Close my ears, close my eyes.
Everything is just a dream just a lie.
Everything is nothing to me.
He is just a big liar.
And i aint gonna believe wat he say le.
I dun wanna hear anymore things that would hurt me badly from him liao.
I hate him.
He just dunno how selfish he is to hurt mne so much and be so happy himself again and again.
When will he ever stand on my shoe and feel wat im feeling right now?
kisses @ |
1:03 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
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Time to update bout wat i did yesterday le.
Met up with my orlina darling at my house here in de afternoon and headed down to suntec city.
Orlina darling got to pass boots to youse.
Had lunch with her and youse.
Not long after we had our lunch,
Hui ling, hui min and jia xian darling came overt o find us!!!
Den very soon orlina and hui min went missing.
Hahax...they trying to give me a surprise.
Therefore, jia xian, hui ling and me headed for some shopping and movie at suntec.
G I Joe!!! Super nice lo.... must watch sia.
Hui ling got something on suddenly so have to leave half way through de movie.
Den jia xian and me walk to flyers there to meet orlina and hui min.
Hohoho...they surprises me with a cheese cake lah.
Den orlina left for school work and de rest of us headed to take the flyers!!!
Wonderful day out with them!!!
Thanks for the prestie!!!
Love it lots lots.
Mood really not very good now.
I dunno how to face my own mood right now.
Still lost in de own maze of my darkness world.
How i wish he will be here for me now.
I miss him so much.
Met up with my orlina darling at my house here in de afternoon and headed down to suntec city.
Orlina darling got to pass boots to youse.
Had lunch with her and youse.
Not long after we had our lunch,
Hui ling, hui min and jia xian darling came overt o find us!!!
Den very soon orlina and hui min went missing.
Hahax...they trying to give me a surprise.
Therefore, jia xian, hui ling and me headed for some shopping and movie at suntec.
G I Joe!!! Super nice lo.... must watch sia.
Hui ling got something on suddenly so have to leave half way through de movie.
Den jia xian and me walk to flyers there to meet orlina and hui min.
Hohoho...they surprises me with a cheese cake lah.
Den orlina left for school work and de rest of us headed to take the flyers!!!
Wonderful day out with them!!!
Thanks for the prestie!!!
Love it lots lots.
Mood really not very good now.
I dunno how to face my own mood right now.
Still lost in de own maze of my darkness world.
How i wish he will be here for me now.
I miss him so much.
kisses @ |
8:24 PM
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When one is extremly sad to de max.
Will really do something tat usually one wont do.
And here i am doing things that shock myself totally.
I cut my hair short!!!!!!!!!!!
Its like after cutting, den i realize i have never ever done so be4.
Just cause of him, i eventually cut diao my long long hair.
Haix....Just wats wrong with me sia.
Haix.....
Will really do something tat usually one wont do.
And here i am doing things that shock myself totally.
I cut my hair short!!!!!!!!!!!
Its like after cutting, den i realize i have never ever done so be4.
Just cause of him, i eventually cut diao my long long hair.
Haix....Just wats wrong with me sia.
Haix.....
kisses @ |
1:36 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
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First of all, a big big thank to my third aunt, kelvin cousin and wife, swee heng cousin, hui ting jie jie(da sao), my dearest two brother, dad and mum for celebrating my birthday on friday night. Thank you everyone mention above.
Thank you second and third aunt for de present.
Thank you kelvin cousin and wife and also swee heng cousin for de red packet.
Thank you my kor kor and hui ting jie jie for de present.
Love you guys lots lots many many.
Celebrating with min, ling, ah khiam and orlina today.
Sentosa trip cancel due to some problem.
Therefore change plan go watch movie.
But dunno watch which movie yet.
I hope i have de mood to be at least a little happy today.
Arhx.........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Joey Tan Swee Ping have been relatively outta mind this few days.
And finally today i came to a max point that im doing stupid things and making stupid mistake.
All thanks to him.
This is de treatment i get after being make use.
This is just something outta my expect.
Fine, if this is wat i gonna be treated like.
Ok den, watever it is.
There's no turning point for me anymore.
Totally no.
Shit watever that had happened or is going to happened.
Arhx.................grr..............................
Thank you second and third aunt for de present.
Thank you kelvin cousin and wife and also swee heng cousin for de red packet.
Thank you my kor kor and hui ting jie jie for de present.
Love you guys lots lots many many.
Celebrating with min, ling, ah khiam and orlina today.
Sentosa trip cancel due to some problem.
Therefore change plan go watch movie.
But dunno watch which movie yet.
I hope i have de mood to be at least a little happy today.
Arhx.........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Joey Tan Swee Ping have been relatively outta mind this few days.
And finally today i came to a max point that im doing stupid things and making stupid mistake.
All thanks to him.
This is de treatment i get after being make use.
This is just something outta my expect.
Fine, if this is wat i gonna be treated like.
Ok den, watever it is.
There's no turning point for me anymore.
Totally no.
Shit watever that had happened or is going to happened.
Arhx.................grr..............................
kisses @ |
12:12 AM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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Feeling really very tired now lah.
And den my dad pick a fight with me.
Haix... wth lah...
Choose this kind of timing to quarrel.
Haix....mood deep down.
Everytime like tat.
Jiu zhi dao everytime my birthday sure got something happened at home before tat de.
Si bei sianx de lo.
Wan dun talk den dun talk lo.
Attitude nia..
U got i also got.
Grrr....Sianx...
Still needa do project.
I dunno how to do sia.
Stuck sia.... Hiax...
Stress....
Stop here le bahx.
No mood to blog.
And den my dad pick a fight with me.
Haix... wth lah...
Choose this kind of timing to quarrel.
Haix....mood deep down.
Everytime like tat.
Jiu zhi dao everytime my birthday sure got something happened at home before tat de.
Si bei sianx de lo.
Wan dun talk den dun talk lo.
Attitude nia..
U got i also got.
Grrr....Sianx...
Still needa do project.
I dunno how to do sia.
Stuck sia.... Hiax...
Stress....
Stop here le bahx.
No mood to blog.
kisses @ |
10:12 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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Okay...time to blog after not blogging for few days.
Reason of not updating blog is cause everyday very late reach home.
Too tired to blog.
Therefore today im here to blog liao.
First of all....i wanna thanks those who help me celebrate my birthday in advance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, 8th of August.
Irene and wilson gave me a shock by appearring at zoo to find me.
Annabel treated us Ben and Jerry ice cream cause we hit the target she gave us.
Followed by a shock from my brother tat he is treating de whole family for movie.
So after having ice cream took bus and went to lot one with irene and wilson.
They accomapny me for dinner.
Den we seperated cause i headed to find my kor kor and da sao.
Till 11 plus, dad, mum and didi reach lot one.
Watch where got ghost together.
THANK YOU KOR KOR FOR TREATING US.
But he better dun forget my birthday present lah, if not i angry.
Hahax.....
Sunday, 9th of August.
Happy birthday to Calvin kor!!!!
Met up with jane at bugis first.
Super lots of people that day. Damn crowded de lo.
Followed by xianglin and her friend yaodong join us.
Den at night meet stephen, vivien, travis, ray and sky.
They help me celebrate my birthday.
Thank you everyone listed above!!!
Thanks for de present!!!!
Love it a lot.
And also de balloon surprise u guys gave me!!!!
Hahahx....
First attempt of carrying balloon and take mrt lah. =)
A great day out with friends.
Monday, 10th of August.
Met up with irene, kai yi, grace and bei ying for singing session at top one.
Hohoho....sing for 7 hours sia.
The mic is like always on my hand cause they keep throw to me.
So ended up i keep drinking water and singing and goin toilet lah.
Lolx.... Den tony join us for dinner.
They surprises me by buying me and grace a ice cream cake lah.
Hahax....Den later part of de night, zhi hui join us for chat.
Overall great day out lolx.
Thank you those listed above.
Thanks for de prestie too!!!!
Love them lots too....
Tuesday, 11th of August.
Super tired after no proper rest for de past few days.
As usual today went to school.
Met up with william at lot one.
A bit weird lolx.
Den also met up with stephen and johnny.
Suppose to meet vivien in de early afternoon but she suddenly cannot.
Den nothing much liao lo.
Im seriously missing him now lah.
Idiot me, already promise myself wont le mah.
Why i still miss him leh??? Haix....
=(
Reason of not updating blog is cause everyday very late reach home.
Too tired to blog.
Therefore today im here to blog liao.
First of all....i wanna thanks those who help me celebrate my birthday in advance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, 8th of August.
Irene and wilson gave me a shock by appearring at zoo to find me.
Annabel treated us Ben and Jerry ice cream cause we hit the target she gave us.
Followed by a shock from my brother tat he is treating de whole family for movie.
So after having ice cream took bus and went to lot one with irene and wilson.
They accomapny me for dinner.
Den we seperated cause i headed to find my kor kor and da sao.
Till 11 plus, dad, mum and didi reach lot one.
Watch where got ghost together.
THANK YOU KOR KOR FOR TREATING US.
But he better dun forget my birthday present lah, if not i angry.
Hahax.....
Sunday, 9th of August.
Happy birthday to Calvin kor!!!!
Met up with jane at bugis first.
Super lots of people that day. Damn crowded de lo.
Followed by xianglin and her friend yaodong join us.
Den at night meet stephen, vivien, travis, ray and sky.
They help me celebrate my birthday.
Thank you everyone listed above!!!
Thanks for de present!!!!
Love it a lot.
And also de balloon surprise u guys gave me!!!!
Hahahx....
First attempt of carrying balloon and take mrt lah. =)
A great day out with friends.
Monday, 10th of August.
Met up with irene, kai yi, grace and bei ying for singing session at top one.
Hohoho....sing for 7 hours sia.
The mic is like always on my hand cause they keep throw to me.
So ended up i keep drinking water and singing and goin toilet lah.
Lolx.... Den tony join us for dinner.
They surprises me by buying me and grace a ice cream cake lah.
Hahax....Den later part of de night, zhi hui join us for chat.
Overall great day out lolx.
Thank you those listed above.
Thanks for de prestie too!!!!
Love them lots too....
Tuesday, 11th of August.
Super tired after no proper rest for de past few days.
As usual today went to school.
Met up with william at lot one.
A bit weird lolx.
Den also met up with stephen and johnny.
Suppose to meet vivien in de early afternoon but she suddenly cannot.
Den nothing much liao lo.
Im seriously missing him now lah.
Idiot me, already promise myself wont le mah.
Why i still miss him leh??? Haix....
=(
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10:15 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
..:: Friday, 7th August 09::..
First of all, Thanks Bee Yan, Parinee, Wei Jian, Clayton and Fiona for de birthday present!!!
Secondly, Thanks clayton for helping me to catch one pooh bear at marina de ufo catcher!!!
Thirdly, Thanks for those who pei me walk through this very day when im feeling really sad..
Those ppl include, Xiang Lin and Irene who pei me chatted this early morning, Jane and Stephen who accompany from after school till 6 plus, Parinee, Wei Jian and Clayton who went dinner with me cum celebration of my birthday and also not to forget Bee Yan who joined us after her lesson.
Thank You everyone.
Im feeling really sad right now.
Really really very sad.
But i couldnt do anything anymore.
This isnt wat i wanted but i choose to have it this way.
To zi wo an wei??
To protect zi ji??
Or to cover de pain i feel??
Or some other reason??
I really have no idea.
Secondly, Thanks clayton for helping me to catch one pooh bear at marina de ufo catcher!!!
Thirdly, Thanks for those who pei me walk through this very day when im feeling really sad..
Those ppl include, Xiang Lin and Irene who pei me chatted this early morning, Jane and Stephen who accompany from after school till 6 plus, Parinee, Wei Jian and Clayton who went dinner with me cum celebration of my birthday and also not to forget Bee Yan who joined us after her lesson.
Thank You everyone.
Im feeling really sad right now.
Really really very sad.
But i couldnt do anything anymore.
This isnt wat i wanted but i choose to have it this way.
To zi wo an wei??
To protect zi ji??
Or to cover de pain i feel??
Or some other reason??
I really have no idea.
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1:08 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
..::
Feeling so empty right now.
Feeling so scared right now.
Trembling in fear.
A feeling of losing someone again.
Lossing tat someone once again.
Or am i thinking too much?
I really dunno.
Im so afraid right now.
But i cant do anything.
Let nature take its course bahx.
Aunt called me and ask me wat present i want.
Either buy shirt or buy bag.
She and second aunt will buy for me.
What should i choose leh?
Feel like telling them give me money so i can save up for my new phone lolx.
But i dun dare. hahaha.
Who wan sponsorr me buy phone??( Lame )
Hahax...
Wonder wat present i will receive leh.
Think think and think.
Hahax....kind of stupid eh.
But im sure tat someone will never buy me anything.
Hao bah, end here le. Getting tired.
I need a rest.
A big big proper rest.
Tml is a long day for me.
And sick still haven recover.
So ke lian lo...haix... may i recover soon.
Feeling so scared right now.
Trembling in fear.
A feeling of losing someone again.
Lossing tat someone once again.
Or am i thinking too much?
I really dunno.
Im so afraid right now.
But i cant do anything.
Let nature take its course bahx.
Aunt called me and ask me wat present i want.
Either buy shirt or buy bag.
She and second aunt will buy for me.
What should i choose leh?
Feel like telling them give me money so i can save up for my new phone lolx.
But i dun dare. hahaha.
Who wan sponsorr me buy phone??( Lame )
Hahax...
Wonder wat present i will receive leh.
Think think and think.
Hahax....kind of stupid eh.
But im sure tat someone will never buy me anything.
Hao bah, end here le. Getting tired.
I need a rest.
A big big proper rest.
Tml is a long day for me.
And sick still haven recover.
So ke lian lo...haix... may i recover soon.
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11:56 PM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
..::
Sick.
Feeling so miserable now.
Hao xin ku.
I really miss the past so much.
Miss those days with him by my side.
Even when sick le there's someone to make me feel happy.
But now no longer so.
He isnt here anymore.
Or rather say he will never be here again anymore.
Not even for a seconds.
How i wish i could treasure it once again.
But its impossible le.
From the moment our hand let go or should i say is his hand, thats de end le.
It totally marks an end btw us.
And its like there is a barrier between us.
So thick so unbreakable, so strong that no matter how hard i try i also cant get to where he is.
And de harder i try de more i hurt i got from falling.
I guess its enough le bahx.
Everything has ended le.
Finally ended le.
But why my heart still feel so hurt?
After all it was all just a dream bahx.
Hard to believe that i was dreaming since last week.
I tot of not going to wake up from this dream.
But i cant continue acting anymore.
Cause it hurts.
It hurts so badly.
Why must we have that day?
Tears flowing....
Feeling so miserable now.
Hao xin ku.
I really miss the past so much.
Miss those days with him by my side.
Even when sick le there's someone to make me feel happy.
But now no longer so.
He isnt here anymore.
Or rather say he will never be here again anymore.
Not even for a seconds.
How i wish i could treasure it once again.
But its impossible le.
From the moment our hand let go or should i say is his hand, thats de end le.
It totally marks an end btw us.
And its like there is a barrier between us.
So thick so unbreakable, so strong that no matter how hard i try i also cant get to where he is.
And de harder i try de more i hurt i got from falling.
I guess its enough le bahx.
Everything has ended le.
Finally ended le.
But why my heart still feel so hurt?
After all it was all just a dream bahx.
Hard to believe that i was dreaming since last week.
I tot of not going to wake up from this dream.
But i cant continue acting anymore.
Cause it hurts.
It hurts so badly.
Why must we have that day?
Tears flowing....
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8:45 PM
..::
Arhx........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why am i ONLINE at this TIMING??
6.39 am in the morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haix....thats because im so sway lah.
Down with FLU, SERIOUS RUNNING NOSE since last evening.
And congratx tat it now lead to cough liao.
Hohoho.... im in such a luck manx.
Haix......
Turn here and there for de whole night just couldnt get to sleep.
Was sneezing de whole night till now.
Its not very good to fall sick eh.
Tong ku arhx...grr!!!! =(
Why am i ONLINE at this TIMING??
6.39 am in the morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haix....thats because im so sway lah.
Down with FLU, SERIOUS RUNNING NOSE since last evening.
And congratx tat it now lead to cough liao.
Hohoho.... im in such a luck manx.
Haix......
Turn here and there for de whole night just couldnt get to sleep.
Was sneezing de whole night till now.
Its not very good to fall sick eh.
Tong ku arhx...grr!!!! =(
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6:38 AM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
..::
I know i wasnt dreaming yesterday.
It was real and so true.
I got so touched just by hearing his voice.
That is enough and contented to me le.
Somehow i hope i will not wake up from this dream.
But no matter wat, i still have to wake up from it.
I guess it wont last for long de bahx.
But im contented just like tat.
Its been half a year ever since de last time he treated me so good.
And its been dunno how long ever since he last said gd nite to me.
Like tat er yi, i very contented liao.
However, i really wish i could see him once again.
But i know i cant.
If i really saw him, maybe i couldnt hold my tears in front of him.
But tats impossible to happened.
I know the chances of me seeing him again is less den 0.01% .
Some more he already have someone by his side le.
I just hope nth bad will ever happened again.
How i wish i could open up my mouth,
Have the courage to say i miss u to u.
But im just a stupid coward who dun dare to do so.
It was real and so true.
I got so touched just by hearing his voice.
That is enough and contented to me le.
Somehow i hope i will not wake up from this dream.
But no matter wat, i still have to wake up from it.
I guess it wont last for long de bahx.
But im contented just like tat.
Its been half a year ever since de last time he treated me so good.
And its been dunno how long ever since he last said gd nite to me.
Like tat er yi, i very contented liao.
However, i really wish i could see him once again.
But i know i cant.
If i really saw him, maybe i couldnt hold my tears in front of him.
But tats impossible to happened.
I know the chances of me seeing him again is less den 0.01% .
Some more he already have someone by his side le.
I just hope nth bad will ever happened again.
How i wish i could open up my mouth,
Have the courage to say i miss u to u.
But im just a stupid coward who dun dare to do so.
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11:39 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
..::
Am i dreaming?
Am i imaginating things?
Am i having hallucination?
Is it real or somehow fake?
Why am i feeling so luan, so fan?
Why am i feeling everything seems not to be real?
Why am i feeling so unsafe right now?
Wat exactly is going on?
I couldnt figure out wat exactly is happening right now.
Its really weird.
Haix....
Am i imaginating things?
Am i having hallucination?
Is it real or somehow fake?
Why am i feeling so luan, so fan?
Why am i feeling everything seems not to be real?
Why am i feeling so unsafe right now?
Wat exactly is going on?
I couldnt figure out wat exactly is happening right now.
Its really weird.
Haix....
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10:48 PM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
..::
Whole day stay at home today.
Hardly see myself at home for so long liao.
Seriously, not kidding.
Is really very long time never stay at home whole day liao.
Especially weekend.
Most of time not work jiu shi go out.
And once i go out sure no so fast come back de mah.
So ended up like tat lo.
Kor go ack camp le.
So fast sia.
Lucky today no work if not this week jiu kan bu dao him liao.
EEeeee....kor say my birthday he dunno can book out mah.
Hen sianx le lo like tat.
I wan my kor kor and da sao and dad and mum and my di di to celerate tgt with me lah.
Sob sob... =(
15 more days to my birthday.
But birthday actually not tat important to me.
Wat so important to me is the moment those ppl who cares to celebrate with me with their real heart and sincere.
The moment tat ppl around me gather tgt.
所谓同样的日子，
不一定每年都会有同样的人在身边。
同样的天空，
却不同感觉。
真的要懂得如何 珍惜现在所拥有的人事物，
因为不知道什么时候那些人事物会离开。
Hardly see myself at home for so long liao.
Seriously, not kidding.
Is really very long time never stay at home whole day liao.
Especially weekend.
Most of time not work jiu shi go out.
And once i go out sure no so fast come back de mah.
So ended up like tat lo.
Kor go ack camp le.
So fast sia.
Lucky today no work if not this week jiu kan bu dao him liao.
EEeeee....kor say my birthday he dunno can book out mah.
Hen sianx le lo like tat.
I wan my kor kor and da sao and dad and mum and my di di to celerate tgt with me lah.
Sob sob... =(
15 more days to my birthday.
But birthday actually not tat important to me.
Wat so important to me is the moment those ppl who cares to celebrate with me with their real heart and sincere.
The moment tat ppl around me gather tgt.
所谓同样的日子，
不一定每年都会有同样的人在身边。
同样的天空，
却不同感觉。
真的要懂得如何 珍惜现在所拥有的人事物，
因为不知道什么时候那些人事物会离开。
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10:24 PM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
..::
Just got back home not long ago from de national day dinner.
Hohoho..kor managed to come back in time and join us.
Hahax...yeah...
My dear kor is back le.
Hohoho...
Took some photos, tml den load them up.
Nth to blog liao.
Off i go to watch K.O san guo!!!
Hohoho..kor managed to come back in time and join us.
Hahax...yeah...
My dear kor is back le.
Hohoho...
Took some photos, tml den load them up.
Nth to blog liao.
Off i go to watch K.O san guo!!!
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11:50 PM