<Joy and Sadness of Joey's Life>

Sunday, September 27, 2009

..:: Forgive but will never forget::..

26th september 2009, Saturday

Had de whole afternoon spent shopping with mum and di di.
But a pity tat i didnt bought anything lah.
Didnt find anything that i like at all.
After dinner with mum n di di at BPP, i headed to meet bei ying.
Den took bus to causeway point to meet tony kor.
Thanks kor for treating us movie and also thanks him for helping me bring along a jacket eh. =)
We watch accident tat movie.
The ending is damn super lame lo.
But de show still quite not bad lah. =)
Had a happy day spent with mum, di di and also bei ying and tony kor.

Bought this turtle at causeway point.
Super cute de lah.

Heehee.. =) I lovve it manx.

27th september 2009, Sunday

Spent de whole day at home.

Didnt had a good sleep last night.

Now kinda feel a bit sleepy liao.

Hope can sleep tonight eh. =)

Had fun this week and its time to study from tml onwards.

Its study time!!! Jia you!!!

原来我还会留眼泪。

原以为泪干了，

但是原来还没有。

不过一切将会成为过去，

心彻底的死了，就在今天，彻底的死了。

一件值得开心的事吧？！

我可以原谅但是却不可以忘记。

Forgive but will never forget.

kisses @ | 8:50 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

..:: Piss with dad.::..

Grr...super piss off with my dad.
Wat so big deal of RC n CC thing sia.
Damn shit de lo.
DUn ever talk bout wat RC n CC things to me ever again.
Bui song now sia.

kisses @ | 10:04 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

..:: woohoo...happy outing!!!::..

23rd september 2009

Went out with Irene, KY and Grace to clarke quay.

Had dinner together and had a long chat with them.

Basically listening to grace and giving her advices which dunno useful not lah.

Anyway hope she will be fine and solve her problem real soon.
Have fun chatting with them.

A day with not much emoing other den grace.

A great improvement?? Maybe. Hahax. =)

24th september 2009

Went out with Orlina, Jia xian and Hui Min today!

Went to marina square.

Had fun with them too sia!!!

Saw Hui Ling and Fiona there too. =)

A pity the two of them cant join us for dinner eh.

Den when going back home time saw grace at JE mrt.

Glad and happy to go out with them! =)

Thoughts of the day - He dare to do so much things that hurt me, den dare to stand up and face it too lah. Dun be a tortise only know how to hide and run away. A totally LOSER!!!

kisses @ | 11:19 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

..:: Im freaking tired::..

Arhx....im freaking tired.

Seriously very tired.

Leg hao suan. Cause wear de boots.

Yesterday work from 10 till 7.30 pm.

What more worst de is yesterday i still needa walk in till kidzworld to cover sonia shift.

Den walk out to main shop continue work again.

De distance between kidzworld to main shop is not 5 mins de walk leh.

Is 15 mins de walk lo.

Walk in and out mean is 30 mins le leh.

With normal shoe i wont feel tired but with the boots.

Its freaking extremly tong ku lah!!!

Leg super pain de lah.

Den yesterday super loads of people some more.

A tiring day lah.

Today also work from 10 to 7.30 pm.

Thought today can relax a bit.

Who know kenna main 2 sia.

No more holiday le so suppose to be no crowd de.

Yet unexpected crowd was at zoo lolx.

So ended up very busy today too.

Super tired too sia.

Now leg like wan break liao.

But working got money.

Must think on the good sight.

€Tired is worth it de. =)

Okay stop here for today le.

Meeting gfs tml!!!!

Mickey Mouse =)

kisses @ | 10:12 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

..:: What comes around, goes around. KArma::..

Saturday went to work.
By right is end work at 7.30 pm de.

But annabel let me leave at 5.30 pm.

So came back home to put my uniform all that den go out to meet Irene and KY.

We went to orchard to watch blood ties.

Its a quite bloody show eh.

Its a show bout karma.

I do believe that there is karma in the world.

Today was a good gal.

Stay at home whole day.

But just now went over to aunt house with my kor and di di.

Went there till 11 plus lolx.

Den aunt drive us back home.

Therefore im blogging right now.

Heehee. =)

This is a pen i bought from xia jiao last thursday.

Rabbit!!! So cute!!! =)

Im proud of myself for not moving backwards when facing him. =)

He no longer can affect me much like what he can in de past.

Thats a good start and i'll keep it up.

He will get his karma real soon de.

I admit im dumb to have fall in love with him.

But similarly they are both a dumb ass lo lolx.

kisses @ | 11:52 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

..:: Last Day of school. =)::..

Last day of school today!!!

Two weeks more to exam and it will mark an end to my advance diploma course le.

Hoohoo...jia you jia you.

I can do it de.

I will pass all my exam!!! =)

Working tml sia.

Hmm now can leave boots at backyard le.

No need bring de heavy boots here and there liao.

Yeah. Lighten de weight of my bag.

Meeting Irene and Ky tml for movie.

Hopefully, no one will be emoing tml bahx.

Hope things goes well tml.

Dun wan sad things to happened anymore liao.

I just wanna be happy from now on.

Be it with family, friends or other people.

I just wanna be a happy gal. =)

Even without him, i will be happy too!

Too confuse, Too lost.

kisses @ | 9:47 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

..:: Proving to myself i can do it.::..

Just came back home bout an hour ago.

Went to meet my gf jane and vivien just now.

Cause tml is jane de birthday.

So de 3 of us went out for dinner together.

Heehee...bought a new bag today with vivien.

So happy... =)

I can be happy too even though he is not here anymore.
I have treated as he is no longer around, dead le.

I will live my life happily without him de. =)

I will prove to myself that i wont be affected by him anymore le.

Even if he is still in my heart but he wont be able to hurt me and affect me anymore le.

Cause i will never put my trust on him, will never believe in him again le.

Hmm...will stop here le.

Nth much to blog. =)

I wanna go shopping but no money.

Rather poor lately lah.

Sianx.. I wanna go watchj movie!!! Heeheex.

Neoprint taken on Vivien's birthday celebration. =)

It will never be the same anymore.

kisses @ | 11:24 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

..:: rotting at home day.::..

Today no school.

So whole day rot at home eh.

Wake up quite early eh, dunno why sia.

Fed up with helping dad to type his thing.

His chinese wording i seriously cannot read them sia.

He ma chiam like writing caligraphy.

Grr.....bui ta han.
Eye dropping out just to figure wat each word is manx.

Haix... Tired liao sia. Sianx. =(

我不需要再那么努力的守着承诺了。

承诺根本不算什么。

既然他选择了不守承诺，

我又何必去理会，继续的守着对他来说微不足道的承诺呢?

他可以选择不守承诺，同样的我也可以。

没有必要顾虑那么多了。

我要做回我自己。=）

kisses @ | 11:44 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009

..:: Happy birthday to Ray!::..

First of all a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAY!!!

Hope he enjoy his birthday celebration with us today.

Pai seh sia friend, i left early today.

Hope ur wishes will come true. =)

Today take de photo is with Jane gf.

Will get from her when see her online lolx.

Okay....after came back home put things liao.

I went over to kelvin cousin de house.

My nephew make my day sia!!!

He is just so super duper cute!!!!!

He dance for me and di di to see lah.

Hahax...Cute to de max!

Tml no school.

Staying home to help dad type his document thingy.

Hoohoo...be a good gal tml.

Though im always a good gal lolx. Hahax. =)

Cant wait for this week to end faster.

Den study week end slower so got time to prepare for exam.

I wanna go on a holiday!!!

Me and Jane Gf!!!

Nothing gonna pull me down!!!

I will move on with my life happily.

kisses @ | 11:37 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

..:: Super Tired!!!::..

Im so tired right now.

Feel so exhausted.

Didnt sleep last night.

Turn and toss dunno why just cant get to sleep.

Hei yan quan very shen le lah.

Sianx... I surely need a good rest man.

I needa a break free from everything!!!

Kor book in again le.

Hoho....Manage to eat dinner together today.

All thanks to annabel who ask me wan leave early ma lolx.

Hahax... Den pei dad send kor to camp just now.

Heeheex... =)

Hmm...off to watch show liao.

Im lost eh... Watcha do??

Dun care too much now bahx.

I will be a happy gal. =)

kisses @ | 11:00 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

..:: Haha....He's not worth it!!!!! =)::..

Went to work today.
Last week didnt turn up for work cause sick.
Today go back work, super tiring de sia.
Haha...but go work is good de lolx.
Got things to do even though tired.

Okay, Joey is back alive again!!!!
No more pretending, no more faking.
Seriously gonna be a very happy gal!!!

He's super not worth it de.
Im not going to waste my time on a jerk anymore!!!!!!!!
Heehee... Carefree life is happy life!!!
Focus on exam!!!! Get into UNI is even more happy thing!!!
Working hard towards my goal to get into SIM.
Must pass my last 3 modules de exam!!!!! =)
I will work hard and play hard too!!!
Gambate to myself!!!

Enough of crapping.
OOh tml gonna work again.
Hahax...I will survive through like today. =)

I will be a happy gal!!!
Perhaps im lucky i wont be de one to get hurt by him le eh!
=) Cheers.

kisses @ | 11:13 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

..:: L for Love L for Lies 我的最爱::..

Didnt went school today.

Was really tired.

Wanted to sleep in de afternoon but dunno why just couldnt get to sleep.

Perhaps is cause of him again bahx.

Tml and sunday working sia.

Alamak sure very tired de.

But hope i will survive through it lah.

Dotx...hopefully will lah.

Sianx needa wear de boots again.

Watch L for Love L for Lies this afternoon at home.

Chinese title is 我的最爱.

Hmm...the show a bit sad lah.

But somehow theres a meaning behind.

Quite touching for some parts.

Okay, enough of crapping.

Will end here today.

Another Zi lian-ing photo of mine.
As usual very fake de smile.

P.S I hope he is alright.

kisses @ | 10:16 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

..:: A Devil::..

I will nvr be an angel again.
Only de devil joey wont get bully.
While de angle joey will.
I hate him to de max!!!!

kisses @ | 11:37 PM

..:: 09/09/09 Meeting With Friends/ Disappointment From YCH::..

Last friday meet up with friends to celebrate Bei Ying's Birthday. A photo taken with her on tat day. If im not wrong this is de first photo i took with her for dunno since 1 or 2 yrs ago lo. Very long nvr take photo with her liao.

Watch Bandslams with them. There's a total of 7 tickets. And the theatre only got 11 ppl in total. Beside de seven of us, so qiao tat out of de other 4 people, one of them is our sec school friend. Super coincidence lah.

Meet up with Tony, ZH, BY and KY just now for dinner at iluma xin cafe. This ice cream is wat we each got after Tony lodge a complain bout de pork chop baked rice where de pork chop is actually pork rib. SO ended we each got a free ice cream.

This is a photo of me zi lian-ing after reach home. Super fake de smile hor?? Im disappointed with YCH once again. He give me lies again and will see wat i will give him back bah. Im not a toy for him to play around with. He might be a good liar in front of others but to me he will never be one. Leapord will never change its spots. It really is true. Disappointed. U simply is just a selfish liar.

kisses @ | 12:12 AM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

..:: Everything Is Nothing :-(::..

Change blogskin le.
I'm really tired right now.
I cant bring myself to smile and be happy.
:-(

kisses @ | 11:43 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

..::

Joey is lost without tat someone special. :-(

kisses @ | 10:47 PM

Sunday, September 6, 2009

..::

Arhx..................................Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Liars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U will never change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heart broken.
U are de cause of everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kisses @ | 1:52 PM

Saturday, September 5, 2009

..::

Back home some time ago.
Pretty disappointed with something.
Or should i say someone and is more den one?
Haix...watever.
Its almost de same lahx.

Celebrated Bei Ying's birthday for her yesterday.
Crapping with them is cold lah.
Watch bandslam at 11.35pm.
The show is nice lah!!!!
The song is nice too!!!!
Overall, to me the show is good.

He didnt reply me.
Broken his promises again?
Haix...

kisses @ | 3:06 AM

Friday, September 4, 2009

..::

A FINE Day Today?? Doubt So...

Hope today will be a fine day.
But seriously i doubt so.
It wont be like the same anymore.
So be it.

Fried rice for lunch today!!!!
Ewwwww...............awwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I dun like fried rice lah.
But no choice mum's cooking, i cant dun eat eh.

Leaving house at one to school.
Sianx. Tutorial class. Haix...Sianx de.
Go school use itouch online.
Haha...ok..here i go prepare for school and eat lucnh liao.
Tatax...

Today is my chinese calendar de birthday leh!!!!
Happy birthday to myself once again.
And its also my sweetheart VIVIEN de birthday.
Happy birthday to her too!!!

kisses @ | 12:00 PM

Thursday, September 3, 2009

..::

I Can't Pretand Tat I'm Not Sad.

I really cant pretend anymore.
Its really so hard.
He is the only one i could talk to now yet he dun really seems to bother about me.
I hated him but yet still love and miss him.

Friendship??
I really dunno wat it is anymore.
Just fcuk care le bah.
I dun wish to say anymore things le.

No mood to blog right now.
End here le.

kisses @ | 8:24 PM

..::

CLOSING MY EYES AND EARS

Too many things happened recently.
I just dun wish to keep caring bout all these things le.
Im going to close my eyes, close my ears.
Never gonna say much liao.
Leaving everything as its nature.
If it is meant to be den be it.

Sad??
Of cause its sad to have hear it from someone u treasure as friend a lot.
But im not going to stop whatever they going to do.
Be it now or future.
Hands off from everything.
Although i will seems lonely without any friend but maybe i will better?
Whatever bah, dun care liao.
If just because of a guy and it have to mark up an end to this friendship.
I have nth much to say or do too.

How I wish he is here now.
To be be my side.
Listening to me, lending me his ears.
Make me happy.
I miss him.

kisses @ | 12:23 AM

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

..::

Feeling???

Feeling?
Tell me how to dun notice own feeling?
How to ignore own feeling?
How to treat as its nothing?
How to hide my own feelings?
Feelings is just so irritating to me now.

It hurts to know tat he think tat way.
Im sad cause he think so.
But suan le.
Those tat i could say i say le.
I did my best le.
I cant control wat people think of me.
But how he think of me, to me is important.
And yet thats is wat kind of thinking he had??

Hmm...didnt went to school today.
Kind of restless and old injury start to a feel pain cause of rainy days.
Den really hen tired.
Wanted to take nap but couldnt fall asleep.
So till now still haven really rest dao lo.
Lolx.

Tml meeting ky to go hunt for present.
And im thinking of getting a pair of heels lolx.
Where should we go tml leh?
Tml morning den think bahx.
Gonna go make contact lens this friday.
Most likely is confirm will do le lah.

Hmm...kk bahx.
Not much things to blog now.
Watch xue jing chu ji now.
Nice show!!!!
Thumbs up for it!

kisses @ | 10:47 PM

..::

Upload photos time.
Nth better to do.
Hmm...mood not tat good right now.
Haix...

kisses @ | 12:32 AM