Sunday, May 31, 2009
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WTF lo...
Arhx.......!!!!!!!
Feel so damn pissed off now!!!!!!!
Seriously piss me off.
Step on my tail again and again.
Fucked lah.
Zoo RETAIL Management SUCKS to de max now!!!
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10:01 PM
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Joey Tan is not working on a sunday.
Feeling kind of weird myself but its a time for me to rest lah.
Starting from tml till last week of lesson, is a terrible 2 weeks for me lah.
Den a relaxing 3 days cum a tedious one week again before all the papers!!!
Tml till friday de time table is like wtf lah.
Everyday till 6.30 de.
Only monday till 4 lo. Wth lah.
Haix... Hope next sem de time table not like this sem de lo.
But now i also dunno when i will get my next sem time table lah.
MDIS do things very very slow one. Haix...
Have been thinking of a lot of things this few days.
Had support from my gfs and darlings etc.
Talk to dad yesterday bout me thinking of quiting my job.
Dad say if wan quit jiu quit lo.
But i guess i wont quit now bahx....
I dun wan him to be so xin ku.
Earning a living is hard, and i still got a didi at home.
Some more mum is a housewife.
So no matter wat,
I will strive on with the work now.
No matter how angry i will get at working there.
No matter how much face i have to see from ppl there.
I will strive on.
For de sake of money.
Shu hua shuo bu yao gen money guo bu qu mah.
Okay lah, i dunno wat to write liao.
Blog so early feel a bit weird leh.
Ok end here le.
Thanks for all de support my dear friends!!!
I guess its about time le bahx.
Forget but never forgive.
Forgive but never forget.
Choosing either one or none ner?
Running away might be the best choice??
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6:25 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009
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I seriously feel that 2009 is just not my year.
Seriously feeling damn sick of year 2009.
Everything just dun seems to go in a better way.
Watever shit also choose to happened this year.
Feeling damn sucks now man.
Arhx....!!!!!!
Life really sucks sia.
Porject all finish doing liao.
Finally.
Exams coming up in mid june.
Or rather say is end of june lah.
3 modules in a week.
God bless me.
Haix...
I need to go pray pray and pray.
Okay lah, dunno wat to blog le lah.
Feeling so piss off now.
Haix... sianx... disappointed by de attitude and actions of ppl at work.
Not only ppl at work lah, should say ppl around me.
But not all.
Haix....
If u were here....
How i wish so...
Seriously feeling damn sick of year 2009.
Everything just dun seems to go in a better way.
Watever shit also choose to happened this year.
Feeling damn sucks now man.
Arhx....!!!!!!
Life really sucks sia.
Porject all finish doing liao.
Finally.
Exams coming up in mid june.
Or rather say is end of june lah.
3 modules in a week.
God bless me.
Haix...
I need to go pray pray and pray.
Okay lah, dunno wat to blog le lah.
Feeling so piss off now.
Haix... sianx... disappointed by de attitude and actions of ppl at work.
Not only ppl at work lah, should say ppl around me.
But not all.
Haix....
If u were here....
How i wish so...
kisses @ |
10:53 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
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OOh...feeling exhausted now sia.
Went to work from 2.30 to 7.30.
Feeling so terribly tired now lo.
Especially my knee very pain leh.
I dun mean the bone lah...is the bruise lah.
Is pain de lo.
Compare to cut myself its a lot more painful den that sia.
And i tink blue black some more lo.
Sob sob.... Tong si le.
BIS project done le.
Left MM project de position map haven do yet.
Gonna start finishing it after blogging.
Haix...tired...sianx...
Oh ya...my dearest kor kor is back!!!
He just jio me go greenridge shop n save to shop shop sia.
Heehee...he pay for those things lah.
But i also got treat him bubble tea lah.
I very poor now leh.
Still have to use my allowance were i nvr eat and save up de to treat him leh.
See i so good right?
Okay lah, enough crap.
Bye everyone.
Tired joey feel so tired now.
I miss him...
Went to work from 2.30 to 7.30.
Feeling so terribly tired now lo.
Especially my knee very pain leh.
I dun mean the bone lah...is the bruise lah.
Is pain de lo.
Compare to cut myself its a lot more painful den that sia.
And i tink blue black some more lo.
Sob sob.... Tong si le.
BIS project done le.
Left MM project de position map haven do yet.
Gonna start finishing it after blogging.
Haix...tired...sianx...
Oh ya...my dearest kor kor is back!!!
He just jio me go greenridge shop n save to shop shop sia.
Heehee...he pay for those things lah.
But i also got treat him bubble tea lah.
I very poor now leh.
Still have to use my allowance were i nvr eat and save up de to treat him leh.
See i so good right?
Okay lah, enough crap.
Bye everyone.
Tired joey feel so tired now.
I miss him...
kisses @ |
10:12 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
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Had a tiff with dad this afternoon.
Haix... Sianx...
If they never attitude me i also wont attitude back mah.
Haix....
But i admit this time round i got fault too.
Cause i wasnt in a good mood.
Everytime i step into that place.
All i could ever think of is memories and memories of de past.
It never seem to fade away.
Thats why i always dun wish to step in there unneccesarily.
Today have no choice de step in there again.
All the memories just got stuck somewhere in my mind once again.
I hated it so much.
Wasnt in de mood totally today.
Ended up didnt go to school today.
One of de reason is feeling tired, de other was im tired and sick of faking smile in front of ppl.
Therefore, i didnt turn up for school today.
Injured my leg this evening some more.
Just not my day today.
Haix... Haix...
Bought a new ear piece cause my ear piece spoil le.
NOw no money liao.
Waiting for pay day on de fifth.
Gonna buy heels and clothings.
And also money to spent in genting lah.
My di di is with me, and if my parents is not going.
Means im gonna be bug by him for money leh. Haix....
I dun wan like tat lah.
Hmm nth to blog today le leh.
I miss my kor kor.
Tml he will be back le.
Good nite everyone.
Haix... Sianx...
If they never attitude me i also wont attitude back mah.
Haix....
But i admit this time round i got fault too.
Cause i wasnt in a good mood.
Everytime i step into that place.
All i could ever think of is memories and memories of de past.
It never seem to fade away.
Thats why i always dun wish to step in there unneccesarily.
Today have no choice de step in there again.
All the memories just got stuck somewhere in my mind once again.
I hated it so much.
Wasnt in de mood totally today.
Ended up didnt go to school today.
One of de reason is feeling tired, de other was im tired and sick of faking smile in front of ppl.
Therefore, i didnt turn up for school today.
Injured my leg this evening some more.
Just not my day today.
Haix... Haix...
Bought a new ear piece cause my ear piece spoil le.
NOw no money liao.
Waiting for pay day on de fifth.
Gonna buy heels and clothings.
And also money to spent in genting lah.
My di di is with me, and if my parents is not going.
Means im gonna be bug by him for money leh. Haix....
I dun wan like tat lah.
Hmm nth to blog today le leh.
I miss my kor kor.
Tml he will be back le.
Good nite everyone.
kisses @ |
10:34 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
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Didnt hand up my MM project today.
Cause i forgot to put the position map in!!!
Super forgetful lah.... getting old le, memory also detoriate liao.
Haix...
So gonna hand in next week instead.
Now gonna go do my BIS project first.
Finish tat one den go do de position map out.
Aiming to finish every by this saturday.
Hopefully can lah. Haix...
Tml is duan wu jie.
Eating ba zhang day.
But i dun like ba zhang, i like nyonya zhang.
And heehee....bug my mum to buy and she really got buy one for me lah.
Hahahax... Yeah....
Sianx...tml de lesson 4 to 6.
Waste my time to go sia.
Before go school still need go to de dunno building lai de to help dad pay dunno wat also lah..
Why he dun wan go pay himself leh.
He got car. Waste my transport money and time lah.
Haix... Sianx...
Dunno wat to blog today liao lah.
Good night everyone.
Running away without having a choice.
To continue or stop ner?
Feeling insecure can make one feel lost.
Cause i forgot to put the position map in!!!
Super forgetful lah.... getting old le, memory also detoriate liao.
Haix...
So gonna hand in next week instead.
Now gonna go do my BIS project first.
Finish tat one den go do de position map out.
Aiming to finish every by this saturday.
Hopefully can lah. Haix...
Tml is duan wu jie.
Eating ba zhang day.
But i dun like ba zhang, i like nyonya zhang.
And heehee....bug my mum to buy and she really got buy one for me lah.
Hahahax... Yeah....
Sianx...tml de lesson 4 to 6.
Waste my time to go sia.
Before go school still need go to de dunno building lai de to help dad pay dunno wat also lah..
Why he dun wan go pay himself leh.
He got car. Waste my transport money and time lah.
Haix... Sianx...
Dunno wat to blog today liao lah.
Good night everyone.
Running away without having a choice.
To continue or stop ner?
Feeling insecure can make one feel lost.
kisses @ |
10:07 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
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Just finish printing my MM project.
Hopefully tml will hand in lah.
Hmm... today de class test make a careless mistake...lost 5 marks.
Haix...sianx... Dun tok bout it liao.
Blur blur joey.
Haix...
Haven finish up my BIS project yet sia.
Haix... Dun feel like doing it today.
Maybe tml den do or wat bahx.
Have to force myself to finish up tml liao.
Continue drag de hua, i think 100 yrs pass le i also haven do lo.
Met up with nic bf today before going to school.
Haha...he wish me good luck for my class test, say must pass but i careless mistake.
Haix... But should be can pass de bahx.
Haix...ok lah...dun think liao... forget it.
Kim Hyun Joong really very shuai lah...
SS501 de songs very nice too.
Hahax... No show to watch now leh.
Very bored lah.
Haix...
Dad and mum is planning to join me and di di for de genting trip.
Dunno they will go not leh.
And they he hao le.
Like finally he hao le, after a week plus plus de cold war lah.
At least should have peace at home for at least a while now a days.
Hahax...
No money liao le leh... Wanna discuss with my kor kor, share money to buy hard disk.
Hahax...better still he pay for me lah. Muhahax...
Okay stop crapping le.
Bye everyone.
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11:41 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
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Okay supposed to be starting revision for tml de class test now eh.
But of cause i haven started yet lah.
Dun seem to have mood.
Really very sianx sia.
But i really wanted a pass for my paper eh.
And i haven completed my BIS project sia.
Sianx half...
Tml come back den do.
Case study hand up le.
But today got some more question to do for tutorial class today.
Getting more stress up as exam is really coming up in 2 weeks time.
Stress sia...
But wat to do...must hang on manx.
Cannot give up now. If not is a waste of money lo.
So must strive till de end sia.
Haix....
Means tml night got lotsa things to do sia.
Test ends at 6.30 pm.
Maybe get my dad come fetch me. Wakakaka....
Very sianx to go back myself leh.
Need squeeze de bloody train.
Oh ya now super broke de lo.
Bought printer ink just now using own money.
Hen broke now le lo. Haix...
I need more money.
I wanna buy new phone. =(
But no money.
Sianx... Looking forward to june de IT fair lolx.
And also not to forget my genting trip!!!!
Hurray, can leave singapore for at least 3 days also not bad bahx, i guess.
At least can relax there though come back le is fighting stress week lah.
Cause exam mah. haix...
Okay lah...stop here le.
Bye and nite everyone.
2 months five days...
Continue counting or stop ner???
But of cause i haven started yet lah.
Dun seem to have mood.
Really very sianx sia.
But i really wanted a pass for my paper eh.
And i haven completed my BIS project sia.
Sianx half...
Tml come back den do.
Case study hand up le.
But today got some more question to do for tutorial class today.
Getting more stress up as exam is really coming up in 2 weeks time.
Stress sia...
But wat to do...must hang on manx.
Cannot give up now. If not is a waste of money lo.
So must strive till de end sia.
Haix....
Means tml night got lotsa things to do sia.
Test ends at 6.30 pm.
Maybe get my dad come fetch me. Wakakaka....
Very sianx to go back myself leh.
Need squeeze de bloody train.
Oh ya now super broke de lo.
Bought printer ink just now using own money.
Hen broke now le lo. Haix...
I need more money.
I wanna buy new phone. =(
But no money.
Sianx... Looking forward to june de IT fair lolx.
And also not to forget my genting trip!!!!
Hurray, can leave singapore for at least 3 days also not bad bahx, i guess.
At least can relax there though come back le is fighting stress week lah.
Cause exam mah. haix...
Okay lah...stop here le.
Bye and nite everyone.
2 months five days...
Continue counting or stop ner???
kisses @ |
10:33 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
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Went to najib de wedding this afternoon with hui min, hui ling, su yi, bee yan, yi xian and her bf, par and weijian.
Clayton and his mun serene, ekeen, angeline, annabel and hun loon went there too.
Saw ridzwan when we walking to de multi purpose hall sia.
Super long time no see him.
He went to najib's wedding too.
Hahax... ridzwan is my ite classmate who have attachment with me tgt at zoo in de past lolx.
Hehex...come to think of it...i think najib forgot to call raymond go for his wedding sia.
Lolx....
After that hui ling, bee yan, wei jian, par and me went to CWP for chatting session.
Chatted for quite long at mos burger.
Around six pm leave CWP liao.
Came home le, no much mood to do project lolx.
So guess have to leave till tml.
And i nearly forgot bout my case study which needa hand in tml lah.
Later gonna do it.
If not tml die.
Dun feel like going school sia.
Hen sianx...And class test on tues while i dun even know how to do marginal costing.
SHit man... means have to score full marks for trading p n l and balance sheet in order to pass liao.
Pray hard sia.... At least give me a pass.
Is die die must at least pass lah. Haix...
我应该要忘记的，
可是我真的做不到。
为什么呢？
我应该不要再管了，
但是也做不到。
一切的开始 = 一个错误。
是一场作弄人的游戏。
是一场无法回头的烂游戏。
我讨厌他， 好恨他。
恨他的欺骗，恨他的过分。
好恨好恨。。。
Clayton and his mun serene, ekeen, angeline, annabel and hun loon went there too.
Saw ridzwan when we walking to de multi purpose hall sia.
Super long time no see him.
He went to najib's wedding too.
Hahax... ridzwan is my ite classmate who have attachment with me tgt at zoo in de past lolx.
Hehex...come to think of it...i think najib forgot to call raymond go for his wedding sia.
Lolx....
After that hui ling, bee yan, wei jian, par and me went to CWP for chatting session.
Chatted for quite long at mos burger.
Around six pm leave CWP liao.
Came home le, no much mood to do project lolx.
So guess have to leave till tml.
And i nearly forgot bout my case study which needa hand in tml lah.
Later gonna do it.
If not tml die.
Dun feel like going school sia.
Hen sianx...And class test on tues while i dun even know how to do marginal costing.
SHit man... means have to score full marks for trading p n l and balance sheet in order to pass liao.
Pray hard sia.... At least give me a pass.
Is die die must at least pass lah. Haix...
我应该要忘记的，
可是我真的做不到。
为什么呢？
我应该不要再管了，
但是也做不到。
一切的开始 = 一个错误。
是一场作弄人的游戏。
是一场无法回头的烂游戏。
我讨厌他， 好恨他。
恨他的欺骗，恨他的过分。
好恨好恨。。。
kisses @ |
11:00 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
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Yesterday night went out with my sec school classmate cum friends!!!
Met them at greenridge at 10 plus pm.
Waited for Bei Ying to come find us.
Li Gang, Zhen Yuan, Zhi Hui, Bei Ying and I later went to upper thomson for prata.
Zhen Yuan drove his dad's car.
So that was one good news to us lah.
Hahax....
After prata session, Li Gang gotta go home so left with the rest of us who went yew tee de xin wang for chatting session.
Reach home at 2.15 am dis morning.
Hahax....
Luckily i managed to get up for work.
Though i feel de pain in my nose but i still go to work.
Im assigned as cashier today after two weeks not being cashier.
Its tired but fun though.
Met a new colleague call zhi hong today.
Uni student sia...so cool. Hahax...
He quite good to get along with lah.
So hai ok lo, can still chat with him.
Going for najib de wedding tml manx.
Hahax... COngratz to him.
Today officially got married.
All de best to him eh.
Okay i dun crap le.
Off to start on my BIS project.
Bye!
Met them at greenridge at 10 plus pm.
Waited for Bei Ying to come find us.
Li Gang, Zhen Yuan, Zhi Hui, Bei Ying and I later went to upper thomson for prata.
Zhen Yuan drove his dad's car.
So that was one good news to us lah.
Hahax....
After prata session, Li Gang gotta go home so left with the rest of us who went yew tee de xin wang for chatting session.
Reach home at 2.15 am dis morning.
Hahax....
Luckily i managed to get up for work.
Though i feel de pain in my nose but i still go to work.
Im assigned as cashier today after two weeks not being cashier.
Its tired but fun though.
Met a new colleague call zhi hong today.
Uni student sia...so cool. Hahax...
He quite good to get along with lah.
So hai ok lo, can still chat with him.
Going for najib de wedding tml manx.
Hahax... COngratz to him.
Today officially got married.
All de best to him eh.
Okay i dun crap le.
Off to start on my BIS project.
Bye!
kisses @ |
10:52 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009
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Just reach home bout an hour ago.
Super tired right now sia.
No time to slack today lo.
Got damn lots of stock to do.
I do till nose bleed lo.
Now my nose super pain de.
IT hurts lah... sob sob...
Gonna go take shower and den go out to meet up with sec sch friends cum classmate le.
Ooh...been ages since i last met up with them.
A bit lazy to go out but zhi hui just sms me to remind me not to forget lah.
So means die also must leave house de liao lo.
Lolx...
Hmm... today lots of ppl pissed off with Janis sia.
She keep finding trouble...
Early in de morning kenna pissed off by her.
Xue qi also angry with her lo.
Lolx...
Nose still hen pain lo...
Sob sob...hao lah...gotta stop here le.
Good bye and good night everyone.
Im sleepy now lah...
=(
Super tired right now sia.
No time to slack today lo.
Got damn lots of stock to do.
I do till nose bleed lo.
Now my nose super pain de.
IT hurts lah... sob sob...
Gonna go take shower and den go out to meet up with sec sch friends cum classmate le.
Ooh...been ages since i last met up with them.
A bit lazy to go out but zhi hui just sms me to remind me not to forget lah.
So means die also must leave house de liao lo.
Lolx...
Hmm... today lots of ppl pissed off with Janis sia.
She keep finding trouble...
Early in de morning kenna pissed off by her.
Xue qi also angry with her lo.
Lolx...
Nose still hen pain lo...
Sob sob...hao lah...gotta stop here le.
Good bye and good night everyone.
Im sleepy now lah...
=(
kisses @ |
8:58 PM
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Using my kor de lappie now.
Cause kor wanna use my lappie to play his games lah.
Lolx...so shock to see him at home sia...
He book out on thursday and gonna book in again on friday for guard duty.
Poor kor kor... Back from outfield not long ago, now still need do guard duty again this week.
Hahahax...
Went to catch a movie with irene and ky gfs.
A pity tat bei ying, vicki and cheryl ong cant join us.
Supposed to watch night at de musuem 2 but tickets is out of stock.
So irene and ky ended up decided to watch the uninvited.
Therefore the three of us bought the tickets for the uninvited.
Not a bloody show but de sound effect scare me off sia.
But of cause i nvr shout in the theatre lah. Hahax...
If not very pai seh lo.
When im in the theatre suddenly feel that if u were here, tat do be so good.
But i know its impossible.
So forget it.
Over all, the show consider hai not bad lah.
Ooh...irene gf score de highest for my quiz now manx.
Hahax...she score 8 out of 10.
Wonder who can beat her result neh?
Who will be de one leH???
Finish watching boys over flower korean version de le.
Its nice lo. Love it so much.
Jocelyn say i will change to like lee min ho after watch finish de show.
But i didnt leh.
Hahax...i very zhuan yi one.
Watch finish le, i still thinks that my kim hyun joong is de best lah.
Hahax... Okay enough of craps.
Gonna start doing project tml no matter wat le.
I cant say that i no longer miss tat someone.
I cant say that i no longer hope tat someone will be here again.
I cant say that i no longer love him anymore.
Cause i dun wanna lie to myself.
But i can say that no matter what,
I will live my life as it is.
Letting go is a way to save myself, though it hurts and its hard.
But i have to go through all this for sure.
Wish him well and hope he is fine in camp.
Cause kor wanna use my lappie to play his games lah.
Lolx...so shock to see him at home sia...
He book out on thursday and gonna book in again on friday for guard duty.
Poor kor kor... Back from outfield not long ago, now still need do guard duty again this week.
Hahahax...
Went to catch a movie with irene and ky gfs.
A pity tat bei ying, vicki and cheryl ong cant join us.
Supposed to watch night at de musuem 2 but tickets is out of stock.
So irene and ky ended up decided to watch the uninvited.
Therefore the three of us bought the tickets for the uninvited.
Not a bloody show but de sound effect scare me off sia.
But of cause i nvr shout in the theatre lah. Hahax...
If not very pai seh lo.
When im in the theatre suddenly feel that if u were here, tat do be so good.
But i know its impossible.
So forget it.
Over all, the show consider hai not bad lah.
Ooh...irene gf score de highest for my quiz now manx.
Hahax...she score 8 out of 10.
Wonder who can beat her result neh?
Who will be de one leH???
Finish watching boys over flower korean version de le.
Its nice lo. Love it so much.
Jocelyn say i will change to like lee min ho after watch finish de show.
But i didnt leh.
Hahax...i very zhuan yi one.
Watch finish le, i still thinks that my kim hyun joong is de best lah.
Hahax... Okay enough of craps.
Gonna start doing project tml no matter wat le.
I cant say that i no longer miss tat someone.
I cant say that i no longer hope tat someone will be here again.
I cant say that i no longer love him anymore.
Cause i dun wanna lie to myself.
But i can say that no matter what,
I will live my life as it is.
Letting go is a way to save myself, though it hurts and its hard.
But i have to go through all this for sure.
Wish him well and hope he is fine in camp.
kisses @ |
1:04 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
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是否选择放弃和让步就是现在最好的呢？
回到了原点，什么也做不了了。
曾经有人说过，
如果累了，可以休息，
但是不要放弃。
可是不放弃不放手，
又能改变什么呢？
累了可以停下来休息，
痛苦可以用笑容来掩饰。
但是要走的人事物，
是不会一起停下来的。
他们会像风一样的擦肩而过 ，
不会再回来。
现在的我累了，
我选择了放弃，选择了放手，
选择了将一切都带过， 选择了不再理会不能抓住的人事物，
选择了停下来。
后悔是一定会有的，
可是我还能做什么呢？
现在我终于知道，
为什么永远都因他而流泪了。
可是已经来不及了。
回到了原点，什么也做不了了。
曾经有人说过，
如果累了，可以休息，
但是不要放弃。
可是不放弃不放手，
又能改变什么呢？
累了可以停下来休息，
痛苦可以用笑容来掩饰。
但是要走的人事物，
是不会一起停下来的。
他们会像风一样的擦肩而过 ，
不会再回来。
现在的我累了，
我选择了放弃，选择了放手，
选择了将一切都带过， 选择了不再理会不能抓住的人事物，
选择了停下来。
后悔是一定会有的，
可是我还能做什么呢？
现在我终于知道，
为什么永远都因他而流泪了。
可是已经来不及了。
kisses @ |
11:24 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
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Hmm... Im kinda happy today.
At least for tat an hour plus bahx.
I also dunno why, just very happy for tat hour plus.
Another few more hours jiu 2 months le.
Will it stop counting or continue counting ner?
How long can this last?
Have been wondering bout it.
But forget it. Think so much also got no answer for it.
Feeling so bu an now.
But at least i had a happy one hour plus this afternoon.
How i can i get closer to u ner?
Haix...
Okay...shit man...i cant visit certain website like blogs now.
Damn it lah...
Sianx...wth went wrong with my connection today?
Alamak...Haix...Later den try again bahx.
Tml off, gonna start to do project at home le lah.
If not really no time liao lo.
Cannot drag somemore le.
Haix...must force myself to do it tml.
Thursday meeting my gfs...
But i dunno where they wanna go yet leh.
No news from them yet.
Guess have to wait lo...
Friday night going supper or so called a drinking and chatting session with my sec friend.
But hor, greenridge shopping centre de kopitiam like wanna dao bi liao leh.
Lots of stall close down le.
Den like tat wat we gonna do there at 11 pm sia?
Dot dot dot...zzzz....
Saturday might be having dinner with min min at ulu ulu restaurants.
Still not confrim yet.
Long time no go Night Safari liao sia.
Maybe its time to go take de tram ride or something soon le.
Hoho... feel de breeze in the tram.
Its cooling manx.
Den Sunday going to attend Najib's wedding!!!
First time attending malay wedding sia.
And my first time attending malay wedding, de groom is najib sia!!!
Finally he is settling down...
Congratz to him and his gf neh, i forgot his gf name le... so forgetful now a days.
May he stay happily with her forever.
Okay kinda like a lot of things to do this week hur?
But i guess next week more jia lat lah...
Got class test, i haven study yet.
Den project due dates.
And exam is in like a month time.
Not prepare yet sia....
Gotta work extremly hard den can le.
Haix....
At least for tat an hour plus bahx.
I also dunno why, just very happy for tat hour plus.
Another few more hours jiu 2 months le.
Will it stop counting or continue counting ner?
How long can this last?
Have been wondering bout it.
But forget it. Think so much also got no answer for it.
Feeling so bu an now.
But at least i had a happy one hour plus this afternoon.
How i can i get closer to u ner?
Haix...
Okay...shit man...i cant visit certain website like blogs now.
Damn it lah...
Sianx...wth went wrong with my connection today?
Alamak...Haix...Later den try again bahx.
Tml off, gonna start to do project at home le lah.
If not really no time liao lo.
Cannot drag somemore le.
Haix...must force myself to do it tml.
Thursday meeting my gfs...
But i dunno where they wanna go yet leh.
No news from them yet.
Guess have to wait lo...
Friday night going supper or so called a drinking and chatting session with my sec friend.
But hor, greenridge shopping centre de kopitiam like wanna dao bi liao leh.
Lots of stall close down le.
Den like tat wat we gonna do there at 11 pm sia?
Dot dot dot...zzzz....
Saturday might be having dinner with min min at ulu ulu restaurants.
Still not confrim yet.
Long time no go Night Safari liao sia.
Maybe its time to go take de tram ride or something soon le.
Hoho... feel de breeze in the tram.
Its cooling manx.
Den Sunday going to attend Najib's wedding!!!
First time attending malay wedding sia.
And my first time attending malay wedding, de groom is najib sia!!!
Finally he is settling down...
Congratz to him and his gf neh, i forgot his gf name le... so forgetful now a days.
May he stay happily with her forever.
Okay kinda like a lot of things to do this week hur?
But i guess next week more jia lat lah...
Got class test, i haven study yet.
Den project due dates.
And exam is in like a month time.
Not prepare yet sia....
Gotta work extremly hard den can le.
Haix....
kisses @ |
10:09 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
..::
Oh ya almost forgotten bout something i find it worth to rmb today lah.
Today only got 5 person doing closing shift, all gals.
So call de slackers for de day lah.
While we were excited bout gonna close de shop le.
There is this ang mo lady who lost her hand bag while shopping in de shop lah.
She forgotten where she misplace her bag.
Den the son came forward and ask us for help.
So we help them to find bag while de son's dad was looking at books in our shop.
Xue qi saw her bag and therefore i handed it over to the son.
The son smile at me and say thank u.
After they left, me and valerie was like saying the son is handsome lah.
Shimah, the tong li promoter also say the son is shuai.
Lolx....
Den after we close de shop, changed le.
Valerie and i went to punch card first as i scare i miss my bus.
As u guys now lah, de damn bloody 927 really very long den come de sia.
So we headed to punch card den straight to de bus stop.
We saw the 3 ang mos again!
And de son smile at me and say hello to me lah.
I was like OMG!!!
I already change to home clothes le he still remember me.
Something worth to remember bout for me lolx...
Hahax...
Today only got 5 person doing closing shift, all gals.
So call de slackers for de day lah.
While we were excited bout gonna close de shop le.
There is this ang mo lady who lost her hand bag while shopping in de shop lah.
She forgotten where she misplace her bag.
Den the son came forward and ask us for help.
So we help them to find bag while de son's dad was looking at books in our shop.
Xue qi saw her bag and therefore i handed it over to the son.
The son smile at me and say thank u.
After they left, me and valerie was like saying the son is handsome lah.
Shimah, the tong li promoter also say the son is shuai.
Lolx....
Den after we close de shop, changed le.
Valerie and i went to punch card first as i scare i miss my bus.
As u guys now lah, de damn bloody 927 really very long den come de sia.
So we headed to punch card den straight to de bus stop.
We saw the 3 ang mos again!
And de son smile at me and say hello to me lah.
I was like OMG!!!
I already change to home clothes le he still remember me.
Something worth to remember bout for me lolx...
Hahax...
kisses @ |
11:45 PM
..::
Work from 2.30 to 7.30 today.
Kinda bored cause not much crowd today.
And sales for de shop is prety bad today lolx.
No crowd mean no much customer den jiu means nothing to do.
So can say slack for de whole 5 hours bahx.
Today isnt a day for me.
Kinda pissed off with a lot of things.
Just because of a packet of biscuit,
Quarrel and shout at each other.
Damn shit de sia.
Wat exactly is adult thinking of??
Bloody shit lah.
Small thing only also wan react so big.
Feel so sucks to be living in dis world.
Haix....
Been wondering what am i doing lately.
And what i do, is it right or wrong.
Will i regret??
But there seems to be no answer to it.
Just whats going on in my life?
Arhx....dun wanna think le lah...Haix...
I know ur IF will come true soon de.
A feelingn tells me so and therefore i will not cling on to any hope on u.
De moment u start to ask that question,
It just prove tat it will come true sooner or later.
I guess im prepare for it.
What meant to come to an end will surely end de.
So be it.
当“如果”这两个字用在不好的事上时，
实现的机率是很高的。
2 months le...
Tats a bit shock to me.
Will de days continue and count or will it just stop around here?
是命运还是一场游戏？
Kinda bored cause not much crowd today.
And sales for de shop is prety bad today lolx.
No crowd mean no much customer den jiu means nothing to do.
So can say slack for de whole 5 hours bahx.
Today isnt a day for me.
Kinda pissed off with a lot of things.
Just because of a packet of biscuit,
Quarrel and shout at each other.
Damn shit de sia.
Wat exactly is adult thinking of??
Bloody shit lah.
Small thing only also wan react so big.
Feel so sucks to be living in dis world.
Haix....
Been wondering what am i doing lately.
And what i do, is it right or wrong.
Will i regret??
But there seems to be no answer to it.
Just whats going on in my life?
Arhx....dun wanna think le lah...Haix...
I know ur IF will come true soon de.
A feelingn tells me so and therefore i will not cling on to any hope on u.
De moment u start to ask that question,
It just prove tat it will come true sooner or later.
I guess im prepare for it.
What meant to come to an end will surely end de.
So be it.
当“如果”这两个字用在不好的事上时，
实现的机率是很高的。
2 months le...
Tats a bit shock to me.
Will de days continue and count or will it just stop around here?
是命运还是一场游戏？
kisses @ |
10:13 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
..::
Ooh....my sweetheart complain that my blog de words too small for her le.
So i enlarge it specially for u worx...sweetheart, weiweien. Heeheex...
Reach home at 12 am last night.
Went to orchard to shop with Jane gf.
She bought something from cotton on.
And we both bought de same necklace/ear rings and we even bought one for weiweien too.
So de three of us have de same pair but diff colour de ear ring and de same neckalace.
Cool hur?? Hahax...
Phew...and i bought my havaianas slippers from NUM at cine yesterday.
Phew...so poor now.. =(
After that we headed to bugis to meet weiweien and stephen.
HAd dinner at Iluma de xin cafe.
Plan to watch movie de but no time slot le, so headed to bugis juction for neoprint session and to play photohunt at de arcade.
Jane gf pang seh us half way lah...lolx...
So ended up only left weiweien, stephen kor and me.
After playing photohunt we went to have supper as stephen wanted to eat lolx.
Den 11 pm jiu left bugis liao.
Thank stephen kor for acc me wait for bus neh.
Thankie....
Therefore reach home at 12 am. And i slept at 3++ going 4.
Wake up at 6. Went to work like a panda....super tired lo. Haix...
But i survive through without leaving early worx...for de sake of de money so have to survive through lah.
Now very poor neh...=(
Okay nth better to blog for today le.
So gotta end here.
Giving up everything le.
Sick and tired of ppl who simply just dun bother to reply.
Haix...sometimes really wonder wat are friends for eh.
Forget it, suan le.
Good night all...
So i enlarge it specially for u worx...sweetheart, weiweien. Heeheex...
Reach home at 12 am last night.
Went to orchard to shop with Jane gf.
She bought something from cotton on.
And we both bought de same necklace/ear rings and we even bought one for weiweien too.
So de three of us have de same pair but diff colour de ear ring and de same neckalace.
Cool hur?? Hahax...
Phew...and i bought my havaianas slippers from NUM at cine yesterday.
Phew...so poor now.. =(
After that we headed to bugis to meet weiweien and stephen.
HAd dinner at Iluma de xin cafe.
Plan to watch movie de but no time slot le, so headed to bugis juction for neoprint session and to play photohunt at de arcade.
Jane gf pang seh us half way lah...lolx...
So ended up only left weiweien, stephen kor and me.
After playing photohunt we went to have supper as stephen wanted to eat lolx.
Den 11 pm jiu left bugis liao.
Thank stephen kor for acc me wait for bus neh.
Thankie....
Therefore reach home at 12 am. And i slept at 3++ going 4.
Wake up at 6. Went to work like a panda....super tired lo. Haix...
But i survive through without leaving early worx...for de sake of de money so have to survive through lah.
Now very poor neh...=(
Okay nth better to blog for today le.
So gotta end here.
Giving up everything le.
Sick and tired of ppl who simply just dun bother to reply.
Haix...sometimes really wonder wat are friends for eh.
Forget it, suan le.
Good night all...
kisses @ |
11:18 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
..::
Wah...haven start on BIS project yet.
Really no mood to do lah.
Cannot blame me.
Mood down to de bottom today.
Guess wat i dun wanna it to happened have already happened.
No choice just be it bah.
Was toking to damien kor since just now.
Hmm..hope he is ok neh.
Haix...was shock to get de news from him ah.
But anyway still hope he will be fine.
And also hope can meet up with him soon lah.
Hmm got to talk to zhi hui, bei ying and also zhen yuan who went offline already.
Also gt sms with xue yu and li gang yesterday.
Planning to have an outing someday next week but it seems so hard sia.
Its like me and zhi hui, zhen yuan, bei ying stay a stop away nia, and xue yu 2 stops away.
But we never seem to meet each other in our own estate de sia.
Super strange sia... Den stay so near wan meet so difficult de sia.
Dot dot dot...dun understand...
Haix...so when exactly will de outing be at sia?
I guess we got a dozen yrs nvr meet le lo. Kiddin la, gt 3 yrs le bahx...
Cool hur?? Lolx....
Okay and next thurs im meeting my gfs....Irene, ky and maybe grace too.
3 weeks nvr meet them le.
And this 3 weeks really my down period.
And i know they notice my change, guess they will accept watever joey is de bah.
Hopefully ah.... haix...
Meeting my gf, Jane and my sweetheart wei wei en and also not to forget...
Stephen kor and maybe ray also joining us for dinner tml.
And jane gf and me is going to shop shop and shop.
Though i got no money lah.
But also can window shop de.
Heehee...
Needa occupy myself a lot a lot now.
Haix...
Okay bah end here le. Good nite everyone.
My lover...shuai rite??? Muhahaha....i sort sort liao.
Really no mood to do lah.
Cannot blame me.
Mood down to de bottom today.
Guess wat i dun wanna it to happened have already happened.
No choice just be it bah.
Was toking to damien kor since just now.
Hmm..hope he is ok neh.
Haix...was shock to get de news from him ah.
But anyway still hope he will be fine.
And also hope can meet up with him soon lah.
Hmm got to talk to zhi hui, bei ying and also zhen yuan who went offline already.
Also gt sms with xue yu and li gang yesterday.
Planning to have an outing someday next week but it seems so hard sia.
Its like me and zhi hui, zhen yuan, bei ying stay a stop away nia, and xue yu 2 stops away.
But we never seem to meet each other in our own estate de sia.
Super strange sia... Den stay so near wan meet so difficult de sia.
Dot dot dot...dun understand...
Haix...so when exactly will de outing be at sia?
I guess we got a dozen yrs nvr meet le lo. Kiddin la, gt 3 yrs le bahx...
Cool hur?? Lolx....
Okay and next thurs im meeting my gfs....Irene, ky and maybe grace too.
3 weeks nvr meet them le.
And this 3 weeks really my down period.
And i know they notice my change, guess they will accept watever joey is de bah.
Hopefully ah.... haix...
Meeting my gf, Jane and my sweetheart wei wei en and also not to forget...
Stephen kor and maybe ray also joining us for dinner tml.
And jane gf and me is going to shop shop and shop.
Though i got no money lah.
But also can window shop de.
Heehee...
Needa occupy myself a lot a lot now.
Haix...
Okay bah end here le. Good nite everyone.
My lover...shuai rite??? Muhahaha....i sort sort liao.
kisses @ |
11:33 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
..::
My new lover!!!
Haha...kidding. But i really fall in love with him when watching boys over flowers(Korean version).
Kim Hyun Joong.....Super shuai de sia... Ai si ta le...Muhaha... Im crazy.
kisses @ |
11:26 PM
..::
Ouch....Mosquitoe bite me!!! =(
So itchy lah...sob sob...
Zi wo an wei a bit...later jiu not itchy le. Must like tat think.
But really very itch now lah...
APply tiger balm le but still no use sia.
Grr....stupid mosquitoes.
Ate dinner with my darling, orly today.
A pity tat elaine pang seh us lah.
But cannot blame she go dinner with her husband.
Next time den i guess...heehee.
Have fun chatting with my darling.
Darling, we will move on tgt kay...On de same boat. Haix..
Finally made a decision.
Walk away...run away and let go of everything....
If u wanna be a liar den fine with me.
Its none of my problem now.
Do watever u wanna do.
If u dun feel guilty den good for u.
If u feel guilty, den at least u are still a human instead of being inhuman.
Lies is a cycle.
U lied to me, someone out there will lie to u.
U cheated my feelings, someone out there will cheat urs too.
Everything in life is a cycle.
Do things without hurting ppl and without guilt.
Uses ur heart to feel ur surrounding and not see with the eyes and listen with ur ears.
What u see and hear might not always be true.
Mouth will tell lies, but the heart wont.
Unless u have a black heart. Den i have nth to say.
Watever it is, let de past be past.
U are my past, a past that will always be shut deep in my heart.
Never gonna touch it anymore.
Never gonna believe in those lies u said anymore.
YCH... Im nt de one u know anymore.
Its de best give in i gave for now.
Watever it is ba, im not gonna care so much le.
So itchy lah...sob sob...
Zi wo an wei a bit...later jiu not itchy le. Must like tat think.
But really very itch now lah...
APply tiger balm le but still no use sia.
Grr....stupid mosquitoes.
Ate dinner with my darling, orly today.
A pity tat elaine pang seh us lah.
But cannot blame she go dinner with her husband.
Next time den i guess...heehee.
Have fun chatting with my darling.
Darling, we will move on tgt kay...On de same boat. Haix..
Finally made a decision.
Walk away...run away and let go of everything....
If u wanna be a liar den fine with me.
Its none of my problem now.
Do watever u wanna do.
If u dun feel guilty den good for u.
If u feel guilty, den at least u are still a human instead of being inhuman.
Lies is a cycle.
U lied to me, someone out there will lie to u.
U cheated my feelings, someone out there will cheat urs too.
Everything in life is a cycle.
Do things without hurting ppl and without guilt.
Uses ur heart to feel ur surrounding and not see with the eyes and listen with ur ears.
What u see and hear might not always be true.
Mouth will tell lies, but the heart wont.
Unless u have a black heart. Den i have nth to say.
Watever it is, let de past be past.
U are my past, a past that will always be shut deep in my heart.
Never gonna touch it anymore.
Never gonna believe in those lies u said anymore.
YCH... Im nt de one u know anymore.
Its de best give in i gave for now.
Watever it is ba, im not gonna care so much le.
kisses @ |
10:32 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
..::
BIS presentation over!!!
Finally its over...super anxious dis afternoon manx. De third froup to present.
Lecturer said gals in our class is more confident den de guys.
De funniest thing is out of 30 over ppl in my class,
There is only like 4 to 5 guys only lo, and gals is like damn lot lah.
So cannot compare like tat de mah. Dot dot dot. ZZZZ...
But there is this guy in our class, i dunno him lah.
Super damn li hai sia.
One person present while de rest all in groups.
Too li hai le lo...lolx.
Overall today is like wasting time in school nia.
Got case study to do again sia...
As homework lah.
Think suppose to do today de but gt presentation so lecturer give as hw.
Every tutorial lesson must do case study or essay de.
Only today nvr, maybe tats y he gave aas hw bahx.
Sianx...Dun understand de case study sia...too chim for me liao.
But i very guai got higlight wat i wan write le.
Later write out jiu can liao.
MM project done, coming on next is BIS project on VIRUS.
Hopefully can finish by dateline, provided tat i dun slack too much lah.
But study and work at de same time really got no much mood to do project de leh.
Ai yo...how sia..... no matter wat i will strive through de.
Next week must be serious in studying le.
Exam in June... Must jia you liao. Have to clear class test and project first.
Haix....
Meeting my darling, orly and also elaine tml.
Hopefully elaine will join us lah.
Going for dinner together. Long time never go out with my darling le lo.
Finally got time to go out with her le.
Saturday maybe meeting Jane gfs and weiweien sweetheart...
I miss them so much. Hahax....
Looking forward to june. Not looking forward to exam lah.
Looking forward for my genting trip!!!
A pity that my dad, mum and kor not gg. Only me and di gg with my aunts, uncles and cousins...
Hopefully is a fun trip.
Okay off to watch my ghost friend ep 5 liao.
Sayonara....
Am i really starting to miss tat someone whom i tot i will not??
Why am i getting a little unhappy for not hearing from him all of a sudden??
Omg!!! Joey Tan, u cannot get serious kay...Forget bout it...forget...
Finally its over...super anxious dis afternoon manx. De third froup to present.
Lecturer said gals in our class is more confident den de guys.
De funniest thing is out of 30 over ppl in my class,
There is only like 4 to 5 guys only lo, and gals is like damn lot lah.
So cannot compare like tat de mah. Dot dot dot. ZZZZ...
But there is this guy in our class, i dunno him lah.
Super damn li hai sia.
One person present while de rest all in groups.
Too li hai le lo...lolx.
Overall today is like wasting time in school nia.
Got case study to do again sia...
As homework lah.
Think suppose to do today de but gt presentation so lecturer give as hw.
Every tutorial lesson must do case study or essay de.
Only today nvr, maybe tats y he gave aas hw bahx.
Sianx...Dun understand de case study sia...too chim for me liao.
But i very guai got higlight wat i wan write le.
Later write out jiu can liao.
MM project done, coming on next is BIS project on VIRUS.
Hopefully can finish by dateline, provided tat i dun slack too much lah.
But study and work at de same time really got no much mood to do project de leh.
Ai yo...how sia..... no matter wat i will strive through de.
Next week must be serious in studying le.
Exam in June... Must jia you liao. Have to clear class test and project first.
Haix....
Meeting my darling, orly and also elaine tml.
Hopefully elaine will join us lah.
Going for dinner together. Long time never go out with my darling le lo.
Finally got time to go out with her le.
Saturday maybe meeting Jane gfs and weiweien sweetheart...
I miss them so much. Hahax....
Looking forward to june. Not looking forward to exam lah.
Looking forward for my genting trip!!!
A pity that my dad, mum and kor not gg. Only me and di gg with my aunts, uncles and cousins...
Hopefully is a fun trip.
Okay off to watch my ghost friend ep 5 liao.
Sayonara....
Am i really starting to miss tat someone whom i tot i will not??
Why am i getting a little unhappy for not hearing from him all of a sudden??
Omg!!! Joey Tan, u cannot get serious kay...Forget bout it...forget...
kisses @ |
10:21 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
..::
Yesterday night, manjing my classmate told me that she had de same birthday as me sia!!!
Im like OMG.....!!! So coincidence. De second friend i know in my 20 yrs of life that had de same birthday as me. Cool hur?? Some more manjing and i born in de same year. Lolx.... but she older den me...she born in de morning and im born at night. So still have to call her da jie leh. Lolx.
Tml got BIS presentation. Sianx sia....marks so little still need waste time to present. Haix...
One more week to go den got one week break to work and earn money liao. Money money money. I wan more money. Dotx...just kidding, i guess im outta mind again. But dun care liao la...out of mind jiu out of mind.
Scars on my hand should be recovering soon le bah. i guess so. Hahax...
Okay...faking smile really is tiring de. but i have no choice but to fake it all de way.
Bad things just leave it as it is bahx....
Life without him is hard but i guess i will still move on with life.
Although my life sucks now lah.
Haix...forget it...end here le.
Im like OMG.....!!! So coincidence. De second friend i know in my 20 yrs of life that had de same birthday as me. Cool hur?? Some more manjing and i born in de same year. Lolx.... but she older den me...she born in de morning and im born at night. So still have to call her da jie leh. Lolx.
Tml got BIS presentation. Sianx sia....marks so little still need waste time to present. Haix...
One more week to go den got one week break to work and earn money liao. Money money money. I wan more money. Dotx...just kidding, i guess im outta mind again. But dun care liao la...out of mind jiu out of mind.
Scars on my hand should be recovering soon le bah. i guess so. Hahax...
Okay...faking smile really is tiring de. but i have no choice but to fake it all de way.
Bad things just leave it as it is bahx....
Life without him is hard but i guess i will still move on with life.
Although my life sucks now lah.
Haix...forget it...end here le.
kisses @ |
10:04 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
..::
Happy mother's day.
Had dinner together today with my kor around too.
Super tired sia. Happening at work today cause i gave attitude to executive.
But dun care lah, over le.
Mood seriously not tat good now.
But dun care le lah.
Let it be... Haix...
Dunno wat to blog today leh...
So stop here liao...
Had dinner together today with my kor around too.
Super tired sia. Happening at work today cause i gave attitude to executive.
But dun care lah, over le.
Mood seriously not tat good now.
But dun care le lah.
Let it be... Haix...
Dunno wat to blog today leh...
So stop here liao...
kisses @ |
10:13 PM
Saturday, May 9, 2009
..::
BIS presentation power point slides done.
MM project done.
Hoohoo...starting on BIS de tml or next week bahx.
FM class test coming up.
Must at least pass that stupid test man.
Sianx...
I noe very well tat i will regret by making that decision.
But i cant do anything else le.
Even if i will regret, i will still have to force myself to do tat.
Forcing myself is something i really hated to do.
But since de day i noe him, im like always forcing myself to do and say things i dun wan to.
Cause he force me to, therefore i have to force myself too.
Even till now, he is still forcing me.
Im already regretting now le but i said tat i will never beg him again den i will really never do so ever again.
Lose in this game of love.
Am i happy with the Joey now??
Changes in me should be quite a lot bahx.
I guess i will do fine with all this changes.
Being a cold blooded Joey, im adapting to it le.
And getting use to it soon.
Pray hard that there wont be another round of game going on.
I dun wanna play anymore games bout love anymore.
Haix...but yet im facing another stupid problem.
Knowing tat, tat person is lying to me but have to fake that i dunno.
Alamak, this kind of life super tiring leh.
Haix.... Cycle pls stop repeating on me can??
Haix.... Pray hard sia....
MM project done.
Hoohoo...starting on BIS de tml or next week bahx.
FM class test coming up.
Must at least pass that stupid test man.
Sianx...
I noe very well tat i will regret by making that decision.
But i cant do anything else le.
Even if i will regret, i will still have to force myself to do tat.
Forcing myself is something i really hated to do.
But since de day i noe him, im like always forcing myself to do and say things i dun wan to.
Cause he force me to, therefore i have to force myself too.
Even till now, he is still forcing me.
Im already regretting now le but i said tat i will never beg him again den i will really never do so ever again.
Lose in this game of love.
Am i happy with the Joey now??
Changes in me should be quite a lot bahx.
I guess i will do fine with all this changes.
Being a cold blooded Joey, im adapting to it le.
And getting use to it soon.
Pray hard that there wont be another round of game going on.
I dun wanna play anymore games bout love anymore.
Haix...but yet im facing another stupid problem.
Knowing tat, tat person is lying to me but have to fake that i dunno.
Alamak, this kind of life super tiring leh.
Haix.... Cycle pls stop repeating on me can??
Haix.... Pray hard sia....
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10:45 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
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Today is tutorial lesson.
2 to 4 pm. Super sianx... went school just to do some question on each topic.
Some still need go online search de.
Jiao, Jocelyn and me got no lappie with us so we uses human brain.
Finally completed it sometime before 4.
Phew... den jiu home sweet home le.
Went to buy some novels for mum.
As a prestie for mother's day, since she love to read novels.
Came home le jiu online liao.
Chatted with nic for awhile after sort of long time no chat le bah.
Hmm actually also not tat long lah. But to me consider quite long.
Hmm after tat jiu eat dinner and shower, den jiu slack all de way till now.
Just completed my presentation side for my part.
Gonna send to jiao now.
After blooging will start to finish my MM project.
Hoohoo....left a little bit more to go. Die also wan finish by today.
Watch bai quan nv wang ep 17 dis afternoon. Its really a nice drama to me la.
Im tired of everything.
Not going to care anymore le, Not going to bother so much le.
Cause it only brings hurt and nth.
Today i got the answer that i have been trying to deceive myself for de past few days.
And the answer hurts so much.
But im not gonna care anymore le. Cause its pointless to do anything now liao.
Just let it be the way it is now.
2 to 4 pm. Super sianx... went school just to do some question on each topic.
Some still need go online search de.
Jiao, Jocelyn and me got no lappie with us so we uses human brain.
Finally completed it sometime before 4.
Phew... den jiu home sweet home le.
Went to buy some novels for mum.
As a prestie for mother's day, since she love to read novels.
Came home le jiu online liao.
Chatted with nic for awhile after sort of long time no chat le bah.
Hmm actually also not tat long lah. But to me consider quite long.
Hmm after tat jiu eat dinner and shower, den jiu slack all de way till now.
Just completed my presentation side for my part.
Gonna send to jiao now.
After blooging will start to finish my MM project.
Hoohoo....left a little bit more to go. Die also wan finish by today.
Watch bai quan nv wang ep 17 dis afternoon. Its really a nice drama to me la.
男人说谎是要让自己觉得好过，
而女人说谎呢，是要让对方好过，
女人选择欺骗，是因为不想伤害深爱的人，是因为没有伤害对方的勇气。
Quoted from the drama bai quan nv wang.
Im tired of everything.
Not going to care anymore le, Not going to bother so much le.
Cause it only brings hurt and nth.
Today i got the answer that i have been trying to deceive myself for de past few days.
And the answer hurts so much.
But im not gonna care anymore le. Cause its pointless to do anything now liao.
Just let it be the way it is now.
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11:58 PM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
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Arhx.... Eye rolling out soon sia.
Was searching for information for BIS presentation.
Damn... spend time doing the powerpoint slides and presenting it when its like a less den 2 marks thingy.
Super waste of time right??
MArks for this presentation is added to class participation when we already have lots of other class assignment like reflections, case study.
Still wan us waste time to do this presentation. Haix..Seriously no interest in BIS sia...
Sure gonna die at this module de liao lo.
Tml BIS tutorial again, means doing case study again sia. Sianx.
Tml mark de last day of week 7. Hurray! After week 8 jiu break for a week liao.
But time spend on working liao lah. Also must study for FM class test. Looking forward to tat one week break on week 9 manx. After week 9, another 3 weeks of school, plus a week study break and plus a week exam week, den it will mark an end to my first sem!!! Gambate!!! Hope time pass faster.
Life to me now, really sucks to the max.
Im just doing things for de sake of doing now er yi.
Just like a zombie, staying in this world for de sake of it.
Haix... My saver, when will you gonna turn and look at me ner?
If standing up means something to you, i will try my very best to stand up again.
But de problem is i will need u here. But were you here? I guess nope.
Haix....
Have you ever come across that someone whom you care de most, worried for de most, believe in de most, knowing or feels that he/she is bluffing but yet no matter wat you just believe in everything that someone said? Joey finally come across this situation. And i seriously still believe that, that someone wont bluff me and still believing in everything that i was being told. Perhaps this is being very sha but i dun mind cause its that someone.
A boring week after all.
Sat n Sun working. Money Money Money!!! Im crazy liao.
Was searching for information for BIS presentation.
Damn... spend time doing the powerpoint slides and presenting it when its like a less den 2 marks thingy.
Super waste of time right??
MArks for this presentation is added to class participation when we already have lots of other class assignment like reflections, case study.
Still wan us waste time to do this presentation. Haix..Seriously no interest in BIS sia...
Sure gonna die at this module de liao lo.
Tml BIS tutorial again, means doing case study again sia. Sianx.
Tml mark de last day of week 7. Hurray! After week 8 jiu break for a week liao.
But time spend on working liao lah. Also must study for FM class test. Looking forward to tat one week break on week 9 manx. After week 9, another 3 weeks of school, plus a week study break and plus a week exam week, den it will mark an end to my first sem!!! Gambate!!! Hope time pass faster.
Life to me now, really sucks to the max.
Im just doing things for de sake of doing now er yi.
Just like a zombie, staying in this world for de sake of it.
Haix... My saver, when will you gonna turn and look at me ner?
If standing up means something to you, i will try my very best to stand up again.
But de problem is i will need u here. But were you here? I guess nope.
Haix....
Have you ever come across that someone whom you care de most, worried for de most, believe in de most, knowing or feels that he/she is bluffing but yet no matter wat you just believe in everything that someone said? Joey finally come across this situation. And i seriously still believe that, that someone wont bluff me and still believing in everything that i was being told. Perhaps this is being very sha but i dun mind cause its that someone.
A boring week after all.
Sat n Sun working. Money Money Money!!! Im crazy liao.
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11:26 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
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MM project - due latest on 3rd of June.
FM class test - 26th of May
BIS Project - Due 12th of June(Last Lesson)
BIS report on CBIS - Post on blackboard
BIS presentation - 12th of May
MM project almost done. Should be able to finish by friday.
BIS project still got some time so put it aside first.
As for de report and presentation is a group work, gotta discuss with jiao and jocelyn.
Lesson today simply just bored to the max man.
Sianx...
Seriously, Dun have mood to do anything.
But no choice still must do and go school. Haix...
Lots of things happened. And im starting to wonder why is all this happening at the same time.
Fated? Or just a coincidence?? Haix...Bad things always happened together at one go for me de.
Leave me without a space to breath. Sick of all this le lah. Haix...
Never believe in someone so easily in future. Dun love someone too much or love someone so easily in future.
Joey Tan Swee Ping...Must remember this by heart!!!
Being a cold blooded gal isnt too bad de bahx...maybe i should try to become one.
FM class test - 26th of May
BIS Project - Due 12th of June(Last Lesson)
BIS report on CBIS - Post on blackboard
BIS presentation - 12th of May
MM project almost done. Should be able to finish by friday.
BIS project still got some time so put it aside first.
As for de report and presentation is a group work, gotta discuss with jiao and jocelyn.
Lesson today simply just bored to the max man.
Sianx...
Seriously, Dun have mood to do anything.
But no choice still must do and go school. Haix...
Lots of things happened. And im starting to wonder why is all this happening at the same time.
Fated? Or just a coincidence?? Haix...Bad things always happened together at one go for me de.
Leave me without a space to breath. Sick of all this le lah. Haix...
Never believe in someone so easily in future. Dun love someone too much or love someone so easily in future.
Joey Tan Swee Ping...Must remember this by heart!!!
Being a cold blooded gal isnt too bad de bahx...maybe i should try to become one.
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9:02 PM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
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I seriosuly hated this world so much.
Where are all de so call friend?
What is so call love?
I hater every single thing in this world now.
Give up on everything le.
Truth and lies no matter impt le i guess.
Cause its just another fked up thing to noe bah.
What exactly are friends for?
Forget it bah...
No one cares and i dun wish to care anymore too le.
Screw up life...
Where are all de so call friend?
What is so call love?
I hater every single thing in this world now.
Give up on everything le.
Truth and lies no matter impt le i guess.
Cause its just another fked up thing to noe bah.
What exactly are friends for?
Forget it bah...
No one cares and i dun wish to care anymore too le.
Screw up life...
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11:36 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
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I think i made a wrong decision this time round.
But for de sake of wat i wanted.
I still have to choose this decisions bahx.
Haix...
I just want a peaceful life for now...
But for de sake of wat i wanted.
I still have to choose this decisions bahx.
Haix...
I just want a peaceful life for now...
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11:25 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
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Let it be le.
I dun wish to care anymore le.
Just leave it like it is now bahx.
Not going to do anymore things le.
Suan le bah.
I dun wish to care anymore le.
Just leave it like it is now bahx.
Not going to do anymore things le.
Suan le bah.
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11:36 PM
Friday, May 1, 2009
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Im lost. I dunno wat can i do now le.
I seriously cannot make myself believe in ppl anymore.
Just wat is going on in my life.
Why must i face all this.
Its torturing.
He's hurting me.
Its tearing me apart.
Haix...
你怎么舍得让我难过？
I seriously cannot make myself believe in ppl anymore.
Just wat is going on in my life.
Why must i face all this.
Its torturing.
He's hurting me.
Its tearing me apart.
Haix...
你怎么舍得让我难过？
kisses @ |
10:35 PM