不抱任何的希望。。。最终还是不可能吧？ 不抱希望就不会失望。 就这样算了吧！

Okay, feeling frustrated. Seriously, super frustrated. Feel like leaving the house. Feel suffocated staying in de house nw. arhx... hope i get a job soon so that i wont hv to stay at home and see him whole day!!!

Shall stop here. Tml is a public holiday. Hope everyone enjoy the day to the fullest!