Tuesday, July 26, 2011
..:: A good start::..
A bad monday I had. Seriously, a bad one! But it's a good start for me in terms of trying hard to feel nothing. No matter how bad the replies got me to, I just keep trying to make myself feel nothing. Even though it hurts but I hide it well. I hide it so well that you wouldn't realize and anyway you will never care to realize.
That's the reason why you are happy bah? What can I do to make you happy? I can't do anything as I'm nothing. No matter how hard I try. It just wont and never will as you would never cares bout me. How ironic life could be? Having to act like believing in all de lies. Acting like a fool and trying to feel nothing. It can be really tiring!
Shall stop here tonight. Life suddenly seems so hard to live for me! :/
That's the reason why you are happy bah? What can I do to make you happy? I can't do anything as I'm nothing. No matter how hard I try. It just wont and never will as you would never cares bout me. How ironic life could be? Having to act like believing in all de lies. Acting like a fool and trying to feel nothing. It can be really tiring!
Shall stop here tonight. Life suddenly seems so hard to live for me! :/
kisses @ |
12:59 AM