<Joy and Sadness of Joey's Life>

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

..:: Restricting my heart and mind::..

Just as what i thought.
Miracle doesnt seem to be visiting me.
It's still the same after all.
At least i've tried.
This is the best that i can do.
It will never go beyond that line.

Restricting my heart and mind completely now.
Stopping them from going on their own ways.
Tying to hold them in control.
Stopping myself to admit what i feel now.
Stopping myself to admit that it is true.
Dun wish to make myself hate myself even more.
There isnt anything that i could do to change anything.
Perhaps life really sucks for me.
But that's my life and i have to live it no matter how sucks it is.

把思念全都藏起来。
就当没发生过一样。
期待着一个不可能的答案，却得到心里知道的那个答案。
那种难过，超过言语可以表达的地步。
至少，我有勇气说出口，和接受那个答案。

kisses @ | 11:31 PM

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