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Sunday, November 22, 2009

..:: Unreasonable mum::..

At times i really bui ta han my unreasonable mum.
Come to think of it, perhaps i understand why certain ppl choose to end their own life.
Though it might seem stupid to end our own life,
But sometimes its ppl around who forces and lead to a loss of a life.
If there is more care show to those ppl,
If there is someone to talk to them,
If there is someone who care and bother to help them,
If they have a loving and warmhearted family,
If ppl around them are resonable enough, and bother to listen to them.
Perhaps certain ppl wouldnt have choose to end their life.

When the person is alive,
Do nothing and show no concern.
When the person no longer around,
Den start to help that person do things.
Trying to make up for it when the person is no longer around, regret or just plainly scare it might not give them peace by haunting them?

How much courage does it need to end a life?
How much suffering to go through in order to reach de limit to end owns life?
How many thoughts lead to the decision?
Whats the feeling of stop breathing?
And whats de feeling of de soul leaving its body?

Will i end up being like tat too one day??
Perhaps, perhaps not.
Yes, No?? Hard to say.
Will my surrounding circumstances and people force me to take up that road of no return???
Hang in there and i will get de answer one day.

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