<Joy and Sadness of Joey's Life>

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

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Sick.
Feeling so miserable now.
Hao xin ku.

I really miss the past so much.
Miss those days with him by my side.
Even when sick le there's someone to make me feel happy.
But now no longer so.
He isnt here anymore.
Or rather say he will never be here again anymore.
Not even for a seconds.

How i wish i could treasure it once again.
But its impossible le.
From the moment our hand let go or should i say is his hand, thats de end le.
It totally marks an end btw us.
And its like there is a barrier between us.
So thick so unbreakable, so strong that no matter how hard i try i also cant get to where he is.
And de harder i try de more i hurt i got from falling.
I guess its enough le bahx.
Everything has ended le.
Finally ended le.
But why my heart still feel so hurt?

After all it was all just a dream bahx.
Hard to believe that i was dreaming since last week.
I tot of not going to wake up from this dream.
But i cant continue acting anymore.
Cause it hurts.
It hurts so badly.
Why must we have that day?
Tears flowing....

kisses @ | 8:45 PM

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Name: Joey Tan Swee Ping
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Birthday:17 Aug 1989
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