Why is tat so??
I just needed...
Just needed tat someone to be here for me,
But tats totally impossible.

Its like im an empty shell living in a very fake world.
All de care, all de love, all de watever seem so fake.
PPl around me, how many are true?
I cant even differentiate now.
Im lost, im confused.
Just wat should i do?

I know i shouldnt be waiting but deep in my heart,
It wanted to wait.
Orly say just by waiting is enough.
I agree with her,
But it hurts when u know clearly tat de person u waiting for is waiting for someone else.
And that he dun really even care wat happened to u,
And he wont be there for u.

Why i know i feel hurt and yet willing to follow my heart?
If god heard my wishes they would have long ago granted them.
And bring tat him back to me.
Apparently god didnt hear my wishes and is nt there to grant them for me.
I have long forgotten how to wish to de god le.
Since de very day....

I know everyone want me to forget bout it,
Including tat someone.
But i really cant...
Just like he cant....
Haix...
If mind and heart can cooperate with each other na gai duo hao.